an impatient look.
âPast the queen, past the prime minister . . .â
âStop.â But she was hiding a smile as she said it. And then she deflated again. âDo you mind if I sit back down?â
âNot at all.â
âMy dress is already filthy,â she said, finding a spot at the base of the tree. âA few more minutes in the dirt wonât make a difference.â She sat and looked up at him with a wry expression. âThis is where you are supposed to tell me I look as fresh as a daisy.â
âIt depends on the daisy, I think.â
At that, she gave him a look of the utmost disbelief, the expression so familiar it was almost comical. How many years had she now been rolling her eyes at him? Fourteen? Fifteen? It hadnât really occurred to him until this moment, but she was almost certainly the only woman of his acquaintance who spoke frankly with him, healthy doses of sarcasm included.
This was why he hated going down to London for the season. The women simpered and preened and told him what they thought he wanted to hear.
The men, too.
The irony was, they were almost always wrong. Heâd never wanted to be surrounded by sycophants. He hated having his every word hung upon. He didnât want his perfectly ordinary, identical-to-everyone-elseâs waistcoat being complimented upon for its remarkable cut and fit.
With Daniel gone, there was no one left who truly knew him. No family unless one was willing to go back four generations to find a common ancestor. He was the only child of an only child. The Holroyds were not known for their procreative prowess.
He leaned against a nearby tree and watched Honoria, looking all tired and miserable on the ground. âThe party was not the success you envisioned, then?â
She glanced up, her eyes questioning.
âYou made it sound so appealing in your letter,â he remarked.
âWell, I knew you would hate it.â
âI might have found it amusing,â he said, even though they both knew that wasnât true.
She gave him another one of those looks. âIt would have been four unmarried young ladies, four young gentlemen from the university, Mr. and Mrs. Royle, and you.â And while she waited for that to sink in she added, âAnd possibly a dog.â
He gave her a dry smile. âI like dogs.â
That earned him a chuckle. She picked up a twig that lay near her hip and began to draw circles in the dirt. She looked utterly forlorn, bits of her hair falling poker-straight from its chignon. Her eyes looked tired, too. Tired and . . . something else. Something he didnât like.
She looked defeated.
That was just wrong. Honoria Smythe-Smith should never look like that.
âHonoria,â he began.
But she looked up sharply at the sound of his voice. âIâm twenty-one, Marcus.â
He paused, trying to calculate. âThat canât be possible.â
Her lips pressed together peevishly. âI assure you, it is. There were a few gentlemen last year I thought might be interested, but none came up to scratch.â She shrugged. âI donât know why.â
Marcus cleared his throat, then found he needed to adjust his cravat.
âI suppose it was all for the best,â she went on. âI didnât adore any of them. And one of them wasâwell, I once saw him kick a dog.â She frowned. âSo I couldnât possibly considerâwell, you know.â
He nodded.
She straightened and smiled, looking quite resolutely cheerful. Perhaps too resolutely cheerful. âBut this year I am determined to do better.â
âI am sure you will,â he said.
She looked up at him suspiciously.
âWhat did I say?â
âNothing. But you neednât be so condescending.â
What the devil was she talking about? âI wasnât.â
âOh, please, Marcus. You are always condescending.â
âExplain yourself,â