sheâs always with her boyfriend. He lives in the city.â
âHow about your dad? Is he around?â Eric knew the answer from Maxâs grandmother, but he wanted to hear it from Max.
âNo.â Max raked his thin hair back with his fingers, his fingernails bitten to the quick. âHe left when I was little. He was a drunk, too. I hardly remember him.â
Eric could see it was topsy-turvy, with Max parentified and the parents abdicating their roles. âAnd no brothers or sisters?â
âNo, just me.â Max smiled crookedly. âRed flags, right? Abandonment issues, mother issues, father issues?â
Eric wanted to deflect Maxâs tendency to diagnose himself. âDo you drink or use other substances?â
âNo.â
Eric met his eye. âYou can tell me.â
âOkay, sometimes. I drink a little and I tried weed in a brownie, but I threw up.â
Eric made notes. âYou absolutely should not do any drugs or smoke weed, as an OCD sufferer. Do you understand?â
âOkay, chill.â Maxâs eyes flared. âI didnât know that. I mean, itâs practically legal now.â
âItâs not about the law. This is medicine, and the law is behind the science, as usual. Now, tell me about your friends.â
âMy what? I donât have any.â Max chuckled, a huh-huh sound without mirth.
âAcquaintances?â Eric felt a pang for him, but kept his face in a professional mask.
âNot really. I mean, I hardly ever talk to people, IRL.â
âIRL?â
âIn real life. I have online friends, Iâm a gamer. Hardcore.â
âWhat do you mean by hardcore? How many hours a day?â Eric remembered Maxâs grandmother had mentioned it at the hospital.
âI play a lot.â Max checked his watch.
âHow much is a lot? This is a judgment-free zone.â
Max smiled, tightly. âSix hours at night, like, until late.â
Eric made a note, gamer. âAre you in any activities or sports, at school?â
âDo I look like I play any sports?â Max chuckled again, nervously.
âWhat about activities or clubs?â
âIâm a mathlete. Too bad they donât have mathletic scholarships, huh?â Max smiled ruefully, and Eric smiled back, trying to hold his eye contact until the boy looked away.
âWhat is school like for you during the day?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âWhatâs it like, a typical day? Are you lonely?â
âIâm on my own, but thatâs fine. I like being alone because nobodyâs around to see me tapping.â
Ericâs heart went out to him. He knew firsthand how having a mental disorder could be so isolating, and sufferers tended to hide. âAre you bullied?â
âNot really.â Max checked his watch again. âIâm ignored.â
âHow so?â
âLike, for example, my Spanish class had a Halloween party and I went as The Invisible Man, like that old movie. Gummy turned me onto it, she loves that movie. Anyway, I put on sunglasses and a trench coat. I wrapped my face in an Ace bandage.â Max gestured around his head. âBut nobody noticed. How ironic is that?â
Eric made a mental note, listening. It wasnât hard to hear the loneliness behind the story. âWhat about teachers? Do you have a favorite teacher? Or one that youâre close to?â
âNo. Theyâre all okay except my Language Arts teacher, whoâs a bitch.â Maxâs small hand flew to cover his mouth. âSorry, can I say that, here?â
âOf course.â
âAnyway, whatever, socially, Iâm on my own. Thereâs nothing more to say about it.â
âIf there were nothing more to say about it, Iâd be out of business.â Eric was trying to relax him, make him laugh, but Max didnât. âLetâs go back to how you feel about the way things are,