Free Murderers Anonymous by Douglas Lindsay

believes me. I mean, do you actually think that I'm the real Barney Thomson?'
    Whigmore laughed.
    'Of course I don't. You think I'd let you anywhere near my head with a pair of scissors if I thought you were the real, actual, slash-'em-as-soon-as-look-at-'em Barney Thomson? No way.'
    'You see?' said Barney. 'I've got a major credibility problem. I look like the guy, I'm fully prepared to admit to being the guy, but no one believes me because there are so many crackpot heid-the-ba's out there who aspire to be me. Very strange.'
    Whigmore nodded, nearly putting the Zombie in jeopardy. Fortunately, the barber doing a Zombie has a certain amount of leeway.
    'I suppose you're right. That's what it's all about these days, isn't it? Credibility. I mean, the Big Man's going to have a hell of a job if there's ever a second coming. Imagine some bloke turns up and says I'm the Son of God 'n' all that. Who on earth's going to believe the guy? In fact, let's face it, there are probably hundreds of guys every year saying they're the Son of bleeding God, and they all end up in asylums and stuff. Can you blame the doctor who commits them? Course not. What's he supposed to think? But what if the real Son of God has actually made his comeback already and some eejit stuffed the guy into a loony bin? It's bound to happen. So, I can see your point, mate. If you are the real Barney Thomson, and that's not to say for one second that I think you are, no one's going to believe you.'
    'Exactly,' said Barney. 'Exactly.'
    Whigmore settled back more easily into his seat; started to think of some incontrovertible truths. Everywhere you go in life you find people pretending to be someone they're not; from the big lie like the man cutting his hair as he sat, assuming the identity of another, so that they could impress or make themselves the centre of attention, to the more subtle variety, where one might betray one's own personality to cover some excess that one doesn't want shown; right down to the more petty stuff which is purveyed every week in every bar in the country, such as men hitting on women; Here, love, I'm a big mate o' Ewen McGregor's, you know, and I'm going over to Hollywood next month to help him shag some women.
    Lies, lies, everywhere.
    Barney thought nothing much at all, as he tried to do most of the time these days. Just running through his mind was some vague musing on why it was that he was so unhappy, and what it was that he really wanted from life. If not this, then what could it be? Or was the old man right? Are you automatically condemned to misery the instant you get what you want? Was that the penalty you paid for achieving your goals?
    And so the day went as it wound its way to an inevitable conclusion. And all the time, in the endless tussle of inconsequence inside his head, he tried to ignore the memory of the dream that haunted him; and the dread of the future which deep down he knew lay at the heart of his unease.

And To Them Were Given Seven Trumpets
     

    Sometimes the group gathered at a bar for the evening. Eleven murderers out in public. Katie Dillinger always worried on these occasions, because some of them could be a bit boisterous; but they weren't schoolchildren, and she couldn't stop it happening if they decided to do it. Always considered it best to be on hand, so that she could be the United Nations peacekeeping force to their volatile local difficulty.
    They were all in attendance this evening, building up a state of excitement. For this was the week of their Christmas retreat; two days in the country, away from judgemental eyes, where they could be themselves, as far as that could go; murder being pretty much off limits.
    They were perched around a large table, consuming one end of the bar, in a standard 4–4–2 formation. Dillinger in goal, then a flat back four of Billy Hamilton, Ellie Winters, Annie Webster and Sammy Gilchrist; four strung across the midfield, in Fergus Flaherty, Bobby Dear, Paul Galbraith