gold-and-pearl brooch out of her jewelry box and holds it out, dangling in her thin hand.
I stare at the offering, a gleaming crescent moon with a pearl the size of an eyetooth. You can tell itâs real gold.
âI couldnât. Thatâs ten times too much. Iâll just wait until you and William get on your feet.â
âPatience, it could be years . . . Maryâs daughter is like family. This will be for my beautiful baby and a beginning of a new life for Bitsy. You can teach her to be a midwife.â She stands and drops the heavy brooch in my lap.
âWonât Mr. MacIntosh object? If he needs the money, he could sell this.â
âItâs not his. My mother gave it to me. Anyway, he hardly notices what I wear for jewelry, or even my clothes. He probably doesnât know I own it.â
I shake my head and pointedly lay the ornate crescent moon with the pearl at the tip on the bedside table. It must be eighteen carats, though my experience with jewelry is limited.
âI need to examine the baby.â I change the subject. âHeâs beautiful. Iâm sorry I put you and William through the pain of thinking he was dead. Iâm still not sure why I couldnât find the heartbeat, and then you said you didnât feel him move.â
Katherine sits beside me on the bed and smooths the dark brown satin quilt. âYou gave me comfort in the night. You gave me my son.â Her face is flushed, and there are tears in her eyes.
Our happiness for this one live baby drowns out my other worries, my lack of cash to survive the winter, my fears that I am over my head in calling myself a midwife. I donât even notice when Katherine drops the golden brooch into my apron pocket.
8
Bitsy
First hard frost last night, and all the remaining tomatoes are ruined. I thought if I left them on the bushes, they might redden up, and I was mad at myself all day until Charles Travers came for me and I was called to another delivery. This one made up for the near tragedy at the MacIntoshesâ and the strangeness of Delfinaâs birth in the coal camp. It reminds me that most of the time Mother Nature knows best.
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November 15, 1929. Almost full moon and the first hard frost.
Uncomplicated delivery of Ruth Ann Travers, firstborn of Charles and Abigail Travers of Liberty. Six pounds, 9 ounces. One small tear that didnât require stitching. I bicycled home singing because I was paid five dollars! Others present were Abigailâs mom, a mother of seven. She was a great help to me.
Mrs. Kellyâs ornate parlor clock chimes five as I rest my leather journal across my chest. Itâs extravagant, I know, and the fire will burn out faster, but Iâve left the door of the heater stove open to enjoy the flames in the late-afternoon light. The coals shimmer like rubies. I allege that I donât know much about jewelry, and thatâs true, with the exception of Mrs. Vanderhoffâs ruby. The ruby . . . the ruby ring.
Under the sound of the wind, I catch another sound, the clatter of wagon wheels coming up Wild Rose Road. When I jump off the sofa to look out the window, I see in the gloom a cart piled with split wood pulled by two burros, which are also laden with bulging gunnysacks. A small dark woman balances on top of the logs with a bicycle tied on beside her. Mr. Cabrini is driving, and Thomas Proudfoot, Maryâs son, walks by his side. They pull up to the porch and tie their animals. The woman climbs down. She has a worn cardboard suitcase and two firearms, a rifle, and a shotgun. Itâs Bitsy.
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Before I left the MacIntoshesâ a few days ago, I returned to the kitchen and conferred again with Mary. I tried to be honest, tried to explain. âItâs not the color thing. You know itâs not. Itâs just Iâm not used to people waiting on me, and truly I have so little money. I know I look better off than I am, with a house