slippers that were sitting by the bed. Evie rolled the IV rack along after as her mother took one shuffling step after another to the bathroom. The thin hospital gown hung loose. Her silhouette was like those starving children sheâd seen in photographs, belly distended and arms and legs stick thin. Through the open back of the hospital gown, Evie could see that her motherâs back was mottled with bruises.
Her mother waved off Evieâs offer to come into the bathroom with her. Evie waited outside the door. And waited. And then helped her mother back into bed.
âWater?â Evie asked. Her mother nodded. Evie poured water from the plastic pitcher on the bedside table into a glass with a straw in it. Her mother sipped. The water level had barely receded before her mother made a face and pulled away.
Evie put the water back on the table.
Her mother held her gaze for a moment.
âHow are you feeling?â Evie said, because she didnât know what else to say.
Her mother shook her head and closed her eyes.
Evie said, âYour neighbor, the man from across the street? He stopped by the house.â
Her mother gave her a startled look.
âI didnât know you were friendly with him. He offered to repairââ
âDid you let him in?â her mother asked, anxiety flaring in her eyes.
âNo,â Evie said, glad that she hadnât. âI told him thanks but no thanks.â
Her mother started to say something more, but a nurse came into the room. As the nurse wrapped a blood-pressure cuff around her arm, her mother said under her breath, âSo he knows Iâm here?â
âMom, everyone in the neighborhood knows youâre here. The ambulanceâremember?â
Her mother winced and let her head drop back on the pillow, her lips a thin tight line as the nurse pumped air into the cuff. The nurse released it slowly, gave the cuff a puzzled look, and pumped it a second time. This time she seemed satisfied. She checked the IV, wrote something in the chart hanging on the end of the bed, and left.
âGod, what I wouldnât give for a smoke,â her mother said.
Evie realized that the nurse had left a wake of cigarette-scented air in the small room.
âMom, the health department is threatening to condemn the house.â
âThe house?â Her mother blinked several times, like she was absorbing this information.
âItâs an awful mess. Iâm going to need money to get the house cleaned up and repaired.â
âI can take care of it. Thereâs money,â her mother said with a vague wave. âPlenty of money. When I get home.â
âWhen youâ?â Evie wondered if Ginger could have been wrong about how sick her mother was. âThe doctor told you when you can go home?â
âSoon. When Iâm ready.â With her good arm, her mother pushed herself up straighter. Her face turned pink. âIâm not a child, you know. So donât think you can just move in and take over.â
Evie wasnât sure sheâd heard right. âWhat?â she asked. âMom, Iââ
âThatâs what you do, isnât it?â Her motherâs face reddened some more. âBoss everyone around. Take charge. Oh yes, Evie knows whatâs best for everyone. Everyone except herself. As if you care a twig about what happens to me.â
Whiplash. Thatâs what she and Ginger had called it when the switch flipped. Only she couldnât be drinking. Not here in the hospital.
Her mother grabbed Evieâs wrist and squeezed so hard that it hurt. âStop looking at me like that. I canât stand it when you talk down to me. â
Her motherâs breath was sour, but there was no alcohol on it, Evie thought in a disconnected corner of her brain as she tried to yank her arm free. But her motherâs grip had frozen like a vise. âI was only asking soââ
â I was only