asking, â her mother mimicked.
Evie was speechless with fury and bottled-up hurt.
âI . . . donât . . . need . . . you or anyone else,â her mother said through gritted teeth. âDonât you even thinkââ The final word died on her lips as she shuddered. Her eyes rolled back in her head, and her body went rigid with spasms.
âMom?â Evie jumped up. âMom? Mom! Help!â
She groped for the emergency call button. Over and over she pressed it. Her mother lay there quaking. Was anyone coming to help?
Evie ran out in the hall and headed for the nursesâ station. A nurse met her halfway. By the time they got back to the room, her mother had gone slack. Heart pounding, Evie watched the nurse take her motherâs pulse.
A moment later, her motherâs eyes blinked open. A sheen of sweat coated her forehead and her gaze wandered about the room, across the nurse, until it fastened on Evie.
âYou came!â she said.
Chapter Fifteen
Going home from the hospital, Evie rode by herself in the back of the bus. She rubbed her wrist, trying to erase the sensation that she was still in her motherâs grip. She pushed up her sleeve, sure thereâd be a mark, but there wasnât. In the end, the damage her mother wrought was invisible.
She took out her phone. Sheâd promised to call Ginger.
âEvie?â Ginger said, picking up on the first ring.
âYou were right. This time itâs different.â
âI know. So?â
âSo.â Evie could see her motherâs face, all hope and innocence when sheâd woken up after her seizure. âOne minute sheâs talking to me, normal, you know? The next minute sheâs bat-shit crazy. Saying the meanest things.â
âOh, Evie. Surely you know by now that you shouldnât get upset by anything that she says. The doctors have her all doped up on loads of medication.â
âIt was more than being doped up. Sheâs screaming at me. Telling me to stop trying to tell her what to do with her life. Then she shudders and goes blank. Sheâs not there. And sheâs not there. And Iâm starting to panic because sheâs still not there. And then, just like that, sheâs awake again. And she recognizes me. ButââEvie swallowed the lump in her throatââshe thinks I just showed up. It was like something out of Groundhog Day .â
âOh, Evie,â Ginger said.
âDid you notice her belly?â Evie asked.
âI know, itâs awful. The nurse calls it ascites. Itâs a symptom of late-stage liver disease.â
âLate stage? What does that mean?â
âDidnât you talk to Dr. Foran?â
âDidnât Iâ?â Evie stopped herself from biting back. Ginger never meant her Didnât-you s to come out in the know-it-all, passive-aggressive way that they did. âThere were no doctors around, and until this minute I didnât even know her doctorâs name.â
âIâll text you the phone number.â
âThank you.â
âSo whatâs your plan?â Ginger asked.
â My plan?â
âTonight? Tomorrow?â
Evie had assumed sheâd sleep at the house, but she hadnât bargained for the mess, not to mention the smell. But what was the alternative? It would take an hour and a half to get home to Brooklyn and another hour and a half back tomorrow morning.
âIâll probably stay there tonight,â Evie said.
âYouâll be okay?â
âIâll be fine. If not, Iâll go home.â
âSee what you can figure out about her finances,â Ginger said. âIf there are unpaid bills lying around. Maybe you can find a current bank statement?â
Evie yawned. The day was catching up with her. âI asked her about money.â
âAnd?â
âShe says thereâs plenty.â
âReally? Well,