Heâd seen her body hauled away and yet he expected her to walk through the door at the usual hour, a cigarette dangling from the corner of her mouth.
â âBlame It on My Youth,â â he said. âLucille didnât sing that until she was forty-six, remember?â
Jake swiped the counter with a white cloth. âMade it seem like only old broads could sing that song.â
âYeah,â Abe said. Then, because he could find nothing else to do, he walked to the piano, placed his fingers on the old familiar keys. âWhat do you want to hear?â he called.
âThat peppy one she liked. I mean, when she wasnât in a mood.â
Abe knew the one Jake meant, and so began a bright, up-tempo version of âYour Feetâs Too Big.â
When he finished, he returned to the bar. Susanne had come in by then, another book by one of what she called âthe great mindsâ under her arm. She was a philosophy major at NYU and peppered her drink deliveries with pithy little aphorisms from her latest readings. Abe had heard scores of them during the few months Susanne had worked for him, but the only one that had stuck came from some Greek whose name he couldnât remember. Courage in a man, this Greek had said, was simply this, to endure silently whatever heaven sends.
He thought of Mavis, then of Lucille, and finally of that fucking cat, Pookie, the one heâd found dead on the kitchen floor three weeks after Mavisâ abrupt departure. No, he thought, that Greek got it wrong. Courage was to endure silently whatever heaven takes away.
âSo, what about Lucille?â Jake asked. âYou gonna put an ad in
Variety,
something like that?â
Abe shook his head. âNah,â he said.
If he put an ad in
Variety
, he knew a thousand kids would show up, all of them scooping the notes or singing through their noses, girls with tattoos and neon hair, with pierced tongues and ears and God knows what else under their blouses or below their belts.
âHow about an open mike?â he said. âWe did that when Lucille left for a year. Just put a sign in the window that says Open Mike and see who drops in.â
Jake shrugged. âYouâll get that woman who makes all her clothes out of carpet remnants, remember her?â
Abe laughed. âOr the one who only sang songs with animals in the titles.â
âBut changed the titles. âSweet Doggie Brown,â for Christâs sake.â
â âMy Funny Butterfly.â â
âJesus, what a nutbag.â
âBut not as bad as the one dressed in red rubber,â Abe said. âChanged the titles too, remember. âIâll Be Peeing You.â â
They were both laughing now, and in their laughter Abe caught a glimpse of what life had been before Mavis fled. âYeah,â he said, the laughter trailing off now. âOpen mike is the way to go.â
MORTIMER
Mortimer rolled the coffee cup in his hand and tried to keep the pain in his belly from showing in his eyes. Only three days had passed since heâd taken the deal, and here Caruso was making changes.
âThis is how Mr. Labriola sees it,â Caruso said. âSince heâs paying the bill, heâs got a right to check out the guy whoâs doing the job. The guy himself, I mean. Directly.â
âNo way,â Mortimer told him.
They were sitting in a coffee shop at Port Authority, the morning commuters rushing by in noisy waves, the city in full morning frenzy. Nobody smelling the roses, Mortimer thought, though heâd never stopped to smell them either. Did anyone?
Caruso sipped a hazelnut blend from a paper cup. âThat could be a deal breaker, you know, if the guy wonât show.â
âHe wonât show,â Mortimer said flatly. âThere ainât no give in this. He wonât show . . . period.â
Caruso looked offended. âSo who does he think he is, fucking