helped him. Not a single one of the
caring professionals
who were supposed to save kids from monsters. Not the principal, the teachers, the counselor, the lawyer. Not the doctor, next-door neighbor, or countless others who shouldâve stepped in. Not even the cop.
Especially
not him.
Dad cracked open the door and talked in soft, persuasive tones to the cop as he crept closer, heart pounding in his thin chest. This was it, the moment heâd been praying for. After the latest beating, heâd finally summoned the courage to call 9-1-1.
He peered around the cornerâand fear seized his lungs.
The copâs eyes met his, over his dadâs shoulder. A slight smirk tilted the corner of the manâs mouth, and then he returned his attention to the other man. What was that about? Couldnât he see the busted lip, the torn clothes, the bruises? Just to be sure, the little boy stepped into full view of the officer.
But the cop never looked his way again. Instead, he closed his hand around a wad of bills pressed into his palm. And then he turned and walked away without a backward glance.
Dad had nearly killed him afterward.
That had been the day heâd truly lost hope. When the son of a bitch had walked away, that had been the end. The last slam of the cell door. The moment he knew:
Youâre in hell and never getting out. Nobody cares.
Unfortunately, that cop was gone from the earth long before his plans for revenge had taken flight. But then heâd spotted Detective Ford. The man looked so much like that other cop heâd known it was meant to be.
Ford was the perfect substitute. If the original sinner had already escaped him through death, a stand-in would do. They were all alike anyway.
Pushing himself to his feet, he walked on trembling legs to the bathroom. There, he scrubbed his hands, watching blood and soap suds swirl down the drain. Heâd made a bad mistake. It wasnât supposed to be like that, quick and easy. Yes, it was messy, but the bastard didnât
suffer
! Well, only for a minute. But not nearly enough.
âNot like Iâve suffered my whole life!â
He shouldnât have risked another so soon; he shouldnât have gotten impatient with the slow as shit pace his plans were progressing. Heâd already taken measures to gain the attention of the authorities, and that should have been enough for now. He knew that. But the temptation had been too much to resist. All their pretty things! He loved looking at the riches he never had. Gazing upon the treasured mementos knowing he was going to crush the happiness they represented, just as his had been crushed.
Heâd almost been caught today. It would have been over much too soon.
It had to end; he was cool with that. But he wasnât ready. There was still so much more left to do.
When heâd shown them all the error of their ways, heâd go gladly.
And not one second before.
4
âOkay, are you going to tell me what has you in such a funk?â Shea asked.
Sitting at the break room table, Robyn looked up from her unappetizing turkey sandwich and pretended not to have a clue what her friend was talking about. âThe cafeteria food,â she quipped, poking at the hoagie roll. âI think I saw it move a second ago.â
Pulling up a chair, Shea shot her friend a droll look. âReally? Thatâs the story youâre going with?â
âHave you taken a look at the meat? Itâs as gray as one of the cadavers we worked on in medical school.â
âI donât think your problem involves bad turkey. In fact, I happen to know someone whoâs walking around lately with a very similar expression to yours.â Leaning back, Shea crossed her arms over her chest.
Robynâs heart did a funny little dance. âWho?â
âOh, come on,â her friend said with a snort. âChris is moping around like he lost his best friend, which is very unlike