Free Peach Blossom Pavilion by Mingmei Yip

lover. After that, she said "Now I'll play `Lament Behind the Long Gate.' "
    "What is it about?"
    "The misery of an ill-fated woman."

     

6

A Lucky Day
    . -t had been ten months since I'd arrived at Peach Blossom Pavilion yet I still hadn't received any letter from Mother. First I was angry at her-how could she have forgotten her only daughter? Then I began to worry-had anything happened to her? Those bald-headed old maids in the nunnery, what had they done to my mother? It pained me to think of Mother, her head shaved and her slender body hidden underneath a dreary gray robe, with nothing to do all day but mumble texts from yellowing sutras that no one could understand anyway.
    I wanted both my mother and her hair back!
    Every night after I finished work, I'd take off the Guan Yin pendant Mother had put around my neck, hold it in front of me, and ask the Goddess to protect her-wherever she was now-and remind her to write me.
    Now my only comfort was Guigui. Fed with all the delicacies, not only did he grow bigger each day, he also looked cuter. I began to teach him different tricks-carrying things, kneeling, hand-shaking, kowtowing. He was so chubby with his fluffy yellow fur that sometimes he looked like a moon rolling on earth. Whenever he'd given a good show, I'd take him to the kitchen and feed him with more goodies. To repay my generosity (at the customers' expense), Guigui would tilt his fat head to stare at me curiously, then lick all over my face. He was so cute and affectionate that even when he misbehaved, I had no heart to punish him. One time he peed right under the altar where the White-Browed God was worshipped. I felt so scared that I almost flung him out of the altar room, then frantically wiped the mess clean. The White-Browed God was Peach Blossom Pavilion's most revered deity-to lure in an endless flow of money and keep the wealthy guests bewitched by the sisters. If Mama had seen the puppy pee right beneath the Money God, she'd have beaten him-and maybe me-severely.

    When I was about to scold Guigui, he dropped his head and whimpered, peering at me with big, soulful eyes. So, instead of spanking him hard on his little bottom, I scooped him up and threw him in the air!
    Guigui and I became inseparable. When I prayed to Guan Yin, besides my mother, I now included him when asking for the goddess's protection.
    One afternoon, my heart burdened with Mother's situation, I slipped into Pearl's room. She was reclining on the sofa, reading a magazine. I watched as she picked up red-dyed watermelon seeds, splitting each between her teeth with a sensuous pop. Then her small tongue would, like a lizard snatching its prey, draw out the egg-shaped flesh into her mouth.
    When I stepped across the threshold, she spat out a husk into a celadon bowl, looked up at me, and smiled. "Xiang Xiang, shouldn't you be practicing your arts in your room?"
    "Sister Pearl, can you do me a favor?"
    "Come sit with me." She put down her magazine. "What is it that you want?"
    "To hear you play `Remembering an Old Friend' on the qin."
    "Why? You have someone to remember?"
    "My mother. I miss her," I said, feeling tears stinging my eyes.
    Pearl scrutinized me for long moments, then glanced at the clock. "All right, I still have some time before my guest arrives."
    She stood up and went to take the qin from underneath her bed. Carefully she peeled off the brocade cover, laid the instrument on the table, burned incense, then tuned the seven strings. After that, she began to play. Again, I was entranced, not only by the music, but also by the movements of her fingers, as graceful as clouds drifting across the sky. Listening to the melodies pour out from her tapered fingers, all my worries seemed to vanish.

    When Pearl finished, again I begged her to teach me to play the qin. Again, she refused.
    "Please, Sister Pearl," I could hear the urgency in my voice, "I only want to learn `Remembering an Old Friend,' so I can play it and think of my