bucks.â
âThatâs enough,â Maggie said.
I looked at her and shut up. What was the loss of a scarecrow compared to the loss of a son?
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âWell, well,â Mr. Nelson greeted us. âDid you spend all our retirement money?â
Maggie told him about the scarecrow.
He was genuinely upset. âI can probably find you another one,â he said slowly. âOr we can make one.â
âMake one?â
âSure. Nothing to it. All you need are some strong poles, some old clothes, plenty of straw and twine.â
âWhen?â
âHow about Sunday morningâaround church time?â
Maggie frowned and left abruptly. (I wouldnât find out why until much later.)
âItâs a date,â I said. âAnd Iâll provide the clothes.â
I took off for my room, feeling much better. I didnât know what I loved Paul for moreâoffering to make a scarecrow, or not asking me why Iâd bid on one.
CHAPTER 17
When the U-Haul was emptied, I realized it was time to return it. Iâd spotted a U-Haul lot on the main road. But once returned, I would have no wheels. No wheels meantâno house calls. This revelation came to me with a shock as I sat slumped in the front seat of the U-haul, recovering from single-handedly wrestling my furniture up the narrow, iron staircase to the second floor, down the long corridor, and into my room. Paul had suggested that I wait until evening when Jack-the-night-clerk could help me. But, not one to put things off, I went ahead and did it myself. The only real problem was the easy chair. There was nothing easy about it. It weighed a ton and its ungainly shape refused to bend around corners. The stereo was no lightweight, either. However, the move was done. Now I had to face this new problem. The obvious solution was to rent a car until I could buy a secondhand one, but that would be an expensive proposition. Slowly my eyes focused on something through the smudged windshieldâsomething I had passed many times on my way in and out of the motel office, but had never really registered. Propped against the wall by the door, a hand-lettered FOR SALE sign dangled from its handlebars.
âPaul.â
He looked up from his crossword puzzle.
âHow much for that bike outside?â
âBike?â
âMotorcycle. The one for sale.â
He shook his head. âNot for sale.â And went back to his puzzle.
âWhat do you mean? Thereâs a sign on it.â
He nodded without looking up. âI forgot to take it off.â
He was a lousy liar.
âDoes it run?â
He shrugged.
Maybe he thought I couldnât afford it. âLook, I might have to pay you in installments, but youâd get your money.â
Maggie appeared from somewhere in the back to take over desk duty from her husband. âDid someone mention money?â Her sharp eyes grew sharper.
âI want to buy that bike outside. The one with the FOR SALE sign on it. But your husband says itâs not for sale.â
She looked reflectively at the smooth top of her husbandâs headâstill bent over the crossword puzzle. âCome back in an hour,â she said quietly.
Her husbandâs face reared up wearing a belligerent expression.
I exited quickly.
As I headed for my room, I was hurt. I thought Mr. NelsonâPaulâliked me. Why not sell me his bike? His bike? A picture of the elderly gentleman sprinting down the highway flashed through my mind. Jackass . His sonâs bike. Shit. I entered my room and kicked the door shut. But I felt better. Paul did like me. He just liked his son more.
I filled the next hour rearranging my room. When I had walked in, it had resembled a used furniture store. But after some judicious jostling and juggling, it gradually took on a more homey atmosphere. I replaced the two ugly vinyl chairs with the easy chair; the bulbous terracotta lamp with a sleek metal one; the