my hair when he disdained the courtly glance to kiss me on the mouth, quenching
my breath. This time, it was more than pleasant. I felt his kiss down to the very
tingling soles of my feet.
About us, the court turned boisterous. All of a sudden, the Flemish courtiers
stood in a exuberant rush, sending platters crashing to the floor as they grabbed any
available woman by the hand, including several of my ladies, and hauled them to the
floor. Within seconds, a mass of cavorting bodies surrounded us. Instinctively, I
pressed closer against Philip, staring in disbelief as the Flemish whirled my horrified
Spanish ladies about.
Philip chuckled. When I followed his gaze to where one of my women was
fending off a drunken lout, I let out an unwitting, nervous laugh. I‟d never beheld
such unbridled enthusiasm before. Uncouth as they were, the Flemish certainly know
how to enjoy themselves.
Philip looked at me. His regard turned somber. “Your countrymen are not
amused,” he said, and my stomach sank when I saw the noblemen of my entourage,
who‟d come to accompany me here and bring Margaret back to Spain, stand in unison
and march from the hall. “You must go now,” Philip added. “I‟d not be the cause of
further reproach from that dragon duenna of yours.”
He guided me through the crowd to where Doña Ana stood trembling with rage.
My other women wrenched free of their uninvited partners to fence me in. My
duenna gripped my arm. “It is time you retired, Your Highness,” she said in a tone
that broached no argument. “Now.”
I stared at her livid face and moved with my phalanx of women to the hall doors.
As I walked out, I looked over my shoulder. Philip stood among his courtiers, his eyes
fixed on me.
I knew it would take more than Doña Ana to keep him at bay.
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he moment we reached my apartments, Doña Ana turned on me. “This is
a disgrace! What would Her Majesty your mother think were she here to
T see this? She would most certainly tell you that a few vows in an
antechamber do not a marriage make!”
At the mention of my mother, I went cold. “It was Her Majesty who sent me
here. And the archduchess Margaret herself told me Besançon will hold this cathedral
wedding you insist upon.”
“ Ha! What does that French pig in his satin know? Did he not insist you remove
your veil with no more ceremony than a pauper‟s daughter?” She wagged her finger at
me, her jowls quivering. “I suppose you think it‟s perfectly acceptable for them to
flaunt you like some trophy. You always did like to be the center of attention.”
“By the Cross!” I cried. My matrons gasped and genuflected. “Are you going to
tell me there‟s something wrong with a simple dance between a wife and her
husband?”
“He is not your husband! You were betrothed by proxy in Spain― betrothed ―
nothing more. By the law of God― what you wish to do with him tonight is a sin.”
The matrons rustled, muttering. I said softly, “How do you know what I wish to
do?”
“I can see it in you,” she spat. “I see your wantonness. And as your matron, I
forbid you to allow him into this chamber should he dare come to your door.”
“You forbid me?” I met her hard stare. I took pleasure in her flinch, in wielding
for once my own power over her after years of submitting to her. “ Careful , Señora,” I said. “I am no longer a child to be reprimanded by you!”
“Would you still were, for even as a child never did you dare go so far.” Her face
set like mortar. “If you let him come to you before the marriage is sanctified, I cannot
be held responsible, nor can any of your ladies. We cannot serve you under such
conditions.”
I faltered. I‟d never been without my ladies. All my life, they had been there to
help me with the private tasks other women performed on their own.
I turned to my matrons. They looked away as if I‟d been branded. “As
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