Forget Me Not
you are. And whatever made you come here tonight is
not worth your time.”
    Jack’s voice sounds sad. He is the
perfect person to help me lose myself, but I feel a little like I’m
using him. I make a small sound, but it’s the beginning of a cry
and I choke it back.
    “ Are you okay?” Jack asks.
I’m staring at him, my mouth partially open.
    “ I’m not gonna puke on
you. Calm down. I just don’t have anything to say. You’re getting
all serious on me.” I close myself off, not liking the way he looks
at me. I don’t feel like I deserve to be looked at like anything
right now.
    “ Shit. Okay. Wanna
smoke?”
    I am about to tell him I don’t smoke,
but I don’t drink or ride around on motorcycles, either. Why not, I
figure. I follow him out into the cold alleyway behind the bar. He
leans against the wall of an insurance agency on the other side of
the alley and smiles at me again. It’s the night air that finally
makes me recognize the effects of the whiskey.
    “ I can’t feel my skin,” I
tell Jack.
    “ You’re drunk.”
    “ I thought it was supposed
to be fun.”
    “ It’s fun when you have
nothing in your head to worry you. Otherwise, it’s just a means of
covering the pain.”
    “ You seem to be a real
expert.”
    “ You have no idea,” he
replies.
    He hands me a cigarette, which I rest
between my lips, and then he lights his own. Leaning in close, he
uses his to light mine and I notice my body isn’t entirely numb.
When he is only an inch away from me, I feel something between my
legs and it isn’t the whiskey.
    I breathe in the smoke and it burns,
but I show nothing in my face. Jack watches me, curious, but also
intrigued. I let my eyes drift down to his crotch; he’s definitely
feeling the same thing that I am. I wonder if he will make a move
or if it is on me. I have never been the kind of girl to be forward
enough to do something like this. I suck in on the cigarette and
then crush it under my foot. Jack puffs on his as I approach him,
but tosses it onto the ground when I loop my fingers through his
belt loops.
    “ Hey,” I
whisper.
    “ Hey.”
    “ I’m feeling down. Wanna
cheer me up?”
    “ What’d ya have in
mind?”
    “ Oh, you know,” I say, and
I let the whiskey excuse me from what I do next. I unzip his pants
and reach inside, getting his dick out and stroking him right there
in the alleyway. He moans loudly and I smile. “Do you like
that?”
    “ I do.” Based on how
quickly he got rock hard in my hand, he isn’t lying.
    “ Would you like me to do
something else?”
    “ Are you teasing me or are
you for real?”
    “ Do you like to be
teased?” I know how this is going to end. Jack is not playing
games, but my body doesn’t want to deny him anymore. No matter how
rude he has been to me, he’s gorgeous. Maybe it’s the whiskey
talking, but right now, I want exactly what he has offered me since
the first time we met.
    “ Oh, fuck this,” he says
and slams me against the brick wall. He unbuckles my pants, pushing
them down to my knees, and then he works himself against me. He is
not gentle and he doesn’t do anything but check to see that I’m
wet. I am soaking through my panties. He pulls them down and, now
satisfied that I want him, he positions his cock to enter me. He
doesn’t say a word as he starts to fuck me against the wall. It’s
rough and it’s careless and it’s exactly what I need. Jack lifts my
leg to get a better angle and I watch his face as he pounds
me.
    “ Who’s the princess now?”
I ask.
    “ I am going to destroy
this pussy,” he says and he slams harder into me. The wall is rough
against my back but Jack isn’t going to stop or slow down until
he’s satisfied. He holds my arms up over my head with his free hand
and I feel like a whore as he fucks me like this. Still, the night
needed to end this way, because I have so much anger and resentment
building.
    I don’t come, but Jack does. He pulls
out right before and finishes all

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