Free Loving Lucas by Lisa Marie Davis

if I play
    with them a bit?”

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    Not waiting for an answer, Lucas sucked the left nub into
    his mouth, licking and sucking until it was a rock hard
    pebble he happily scraped with his teeth and Nicholas
    arched again, hips bucking off the bed. He could feel the
    desire consuming him, rendering him breathless. It was the
    most amazing and intense feeling ever, unlike anything
    Nicholas had ever experienced before, and he prayed it
    wouldn’t end, even as Lucas turned his attention to the right nipple, subjecting it to the same sensual delight as the
    aching left.
    No dream, no daydream, no fantasy compared to the
    reality of Lucas taking such pleasure in pleasing him, but
    Nicholas wanted it to go both ways.
    Seeming to read his mind, Lucas slipped from him, off
    the bed, and Nicholas opened his eyes, pushing himself up
    on his elbows.
    Licking his lips in anticipation, he watched Lucas push
    his jeans down his hips and legs, kicking them aside, and
    Nicholas sucked in a breath, seeing the hard, straining cock jutting from its nest of golden blond curls.
    “You’re staring,” Lucas teased and Nicholas met his eyes
    with a smile.
    “More like admiring.”
    Lucas made a tsking sound. “Flattery will get you…well,
    anything you want.” Even as he said it, Nicholas could
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    little and he knew why. He knew what was about to happen
    was the one moment Lucas most dreaded.
    Admitting that he loved him, that he wanted him, that
    had been easy, compared to allowing Nicholas to see him,
    and Nicholas silently prayed that Lucas wouldn’t lose his
    nerve now, when they had come this far, made this much
    progress.
    “Luc….”
    “I’m sorry. I want this, Nic. I want you. I just….” He
    shook his head and Nicholas sat up, taking both of Lucas’s
    hands in his.
    “You don’t have to be scared with me, Luc.”
    “I know. I’ve just built up the dread so much in my
    mind….”
    “That it’s hard to just let it go,” Nicholas finished for him and he nodded. “I can understand that, but know I love you.
    Nothing will change that.” He lifted one hand, kissing it,
    wishing he knew what he could say to take away all the fear, but he suspected those words didn’t exist as Lucas sighed
    and let go of his hands.
    Don’t leave me now, Luc. Come on, baby.
    Nicholas noticed Lucas’s hands trembling slightly as he
    began pushing the shirt from his shoulders, slowly turning
    his back to Nicholas.
    He just wants to get it over with .

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    The shirt fell to the floor and Nicholas let his eyes slowly travel up the back of Lucas’s legs, thighs, his wet-dream-inspiring ass, finally looking up to see what Lucas hated
    most.
    The scars on his back and down the back side of his left
    arm.
    The skin was puckered, discolored, some areas more so
    than others, but Nicholas didn’t find the sight hideous. It just made his heart ache to imagine the pain Lucas had
    suffered, and it made him even more determined to give him
    the love and happiness he deserved.
    Standing, he wrapped his arms around Lucas’s waist,
    dropping a kiss on his shoulder, and Lucas trembled slightly in his arms.
    “Anyone who would walk away from you is a complete
    fool.”
    “Nic….”
    “And I am many things, Luc, but a fool is not one of
    them, so I don’t intend to go anywhere and you had best
    accept that.”
    Lucas turned his head slightly, not looking at Nicholas,
    but close. “You mean that, don’t you?”
    “With all my heart.”

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    Slowly, Lucas turned in his arms, eyes searching his,
    and Nicholas smiled when he shook his head in obvious
    disbelief.
    “All this time, I have been so afraid.”
    “And now?”
    “Now, I know I never have to be afraid again. Not with
    you.”
    “In that case….” Nicholas smiled.
    “In that case, maybe we