bit of it poked out at the top of her pocket.
âOh, that,â Rose said. And instantly, her imagination took flight. Roseâs imagination was good at flying.
âItâs a handkerchief I found,â she said. âA pretty one. But itâs full of snot now. My nose has been awfully snotty lately. Has your nose been snotty, too?â
Before Hazel could answer, Rose tumbled on. âIâve got some other stuff in there.â She tugged at the top of her pocket and peered in. âThereâs broccoli. Kind of squished. You gave me too much broccoli last night at dinner. And â¦Â and, oh â¦â She patted her pocket. âThereâs a dog turd, too. I found it in Mrs. Ratchetâs yard, and I thought sheâd be happy if I picked it up. Itâs only a small one, of course, because Mrs. Ratchetâs dog is kind ofââ
âRose!â Hazel interrupted. And she held out a hand for whatever might be in that pocket. Considering the list sheâd just been given, it was a brave thing to do.
Rose hesitated. She wasnât a girl who gave in easily. Still, with her motherâs hand waiting like that, there wasnât much else she could do. She reached into her pocket and pulled out the tiny doll. She didnât give it over, though. She just held it flat on her palm for her mother to see.
âOh!â Hazelâs hands flew to her round cheeks. âOh!â she said again. Then she added, with what seemed great certainty, âYou donât want
that
!â
âI do,â Rose answered. Her certainty was every bit as great.
âBut you donât
like
dolls,â Hazel argued. She couldnât seem, herself, to take her eyes off this one.
âI like
this
doll,â Rose told her, still holding it out. âI like it a lot.â
Apparently Hazel didnât know what to say to that. She just stood staring at the tiny pink and white doll in Roseâs hand.
âWhere did it come from?â Rose asked. And then she asked the even larger question that had been burning in the exact center of her chest since she had plucked the china figure from the trunk. âWhy was it hidden away?â
Hazel lifted her gaze to Roseâs face. âI put her away to keep her safe,â she said finally.
âSafe?â Rose asked. âWho were you keeping her safe from?â But she knew. Of course she knew.
âI didnât want her to get broken,â Hazel said.
âYou were afraid I would break her?â Rose spoke softly.
For a long moment, Hazel closed her eyes. When she opened them again, she said, âYes.I was afraid you would break her.â Her tone was honest, resigned, a bit weary.
In that wait for an answer, as much as from the answer itself, Rose understood what she hadnât before. This doll was important. Too important for her.
Rose was a thousand things Iâve not yet had a chance to tell you. She was intelligent and imaginative and loads of fun. She was reckless and irrepressible and could swing from high joy to fury in an instant â¦Â before dropping into silent despair.
And she might have been one of the most careless girls who ever walked the earth.
She knew that about herself. Dishes seemed to leap from her hands to break. Pencils snapped. Homework was completed and then left on the school playground to blow in the wind.
Sheâd lost her brotherâs goldfish down thetoilet once. She never could explain quite how that had happened.
All of which meant that she knew a tiny doll made out of china could never be safe in her hands. She knew that to be true, but she didnât want it to be true. Which was, of course, precisely why she had to have the doll.
So instead of giving her up as Hazelâs steady gaze demanded, Rose curled her fingers around the tiny thing. Or she started to.
Even as Roseâs hand began to close, Hazel reached for the doll.
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