Chapter 1
âIâll Take Care of Her!â
Once upon a time â¦
Thatâs the way stories begin, isnât it?
Once upon a time
. At least thatâs the way
this
story begins.
Once upon a time, there was a girl and a doll.
Actually, there was one doll and several different girls, because dolls always stay the same, while girls have a way of growing up and not being girls any longer.
This story is, however, about one moment in time and one particular girl. Her name was Rose.
Rose found the doll in the attic. She had gone there looking for dress-up clothes, something fit for the princess she was pretending to be. What she found, tucked away in a dark corner at the very bottom of a trunk, was the doll.
The doll was tiny. (Rose measured her later with the ruler she kept in her desk at school. She was exactly three and one-quarter inches tall.)
She was made of fine china. Her face was very white and very smooth. Her cheeks were touched with pink.
She wore a flouncy pink gown and lacy pantaloons, and she had a teeny pink bow in her hair. Her eyes were blue. Her hair was spun gold. Rose had never seen spun gold. But ifanybody had managed to spin gold, she was sure the dollâs hair was exactly the color it would be.
In other words, the doll was perfect.
The truth is that before that moment, Rose hadnât liked dolls all that much. They have a way of sitting around staring at you that she had never cared for. But
this
doll seemed different.
It was her eyes, for one thing. They looked down and away, as if she might be hiding something. Rose wanted to know, instantly, what a doll could have to hide.
Then there was her expression. It wasnât the usual âarenât I cute?â doll look. Instead, it seemed to say, âWho do you think you are, putting your hands all over me?â
Some girls might find such a look off-putting, especially on a very small doll. ButRose felt a pang of sympathy. That was the way
she
felt sometimes, too. A snuggle in her dadâs strong arms or her momâs pillowy ones felt as right as rain. But once when that old lady at church had spat on a tissue and wiped something off Roseâs cheek, Rose had spat back.
Her parents had scolded her all the way home over that one.
But back to the doll.
She was perfect and â¦Â well, letâs admit it, easy to tuck away into a pocket. So Rose did. She thrust the tiny doll into her pocket and climbed back down the attic steps.
Now, Rose wasnât hiding the doll, exactly. At least, she had no plans for keeping it secret. But she wasnât thinking about showing her mother what she had found, either.
After all, why had the doll been tucked away in the bottom of a trunk? Did Hazel, Roseâsmother, sneak up to the attic to play with her after everyone else had gone to bed? Was the tiny thing a surprise being kept for Sam, Roseâs big brother?
Rose smiled at the thought. (Sam was the star player on the high school football team. He would never play with dolls!)
So when Hazel appeared on the second-floor landing carrying a laundry basket at the same moment Rose stepped down into the hallway, Rose didnât think of herself as caught. She hadnât, after all, been doing anything wrong. But she couldnât help laying her hand over the small bulge in her pocket.
Hazelâs face was flushed from climbing the stairs. Her blue eyes searched Roseâs face, then her hand. âWhat do you have there?â she asked.
âNothing,â Rose replied, too brightly, perhaps, to be believed.
âNothing?â Her motherâs eyebrows rose.
âNothing,â Rose repeated. As if to prove her point, she let her hand fall away from the pocket.
âWhatâs that, then?â Hazel asked. She set the basket down and nodded toward the place where Roseâs hand had been.
Rose looked down. The doll was so small, she barely made a bump. What showed wasthe flouncy pink gown. A