body tense for confrontation. âThere is no one near. I would know.â
If only it were that simple. She would much rather fear another rather than herself. âI cannot do this.â
âThis?â
âYou know.â
âIt was just a kiss.â
âThatâ¦â She swung her hand wildly as if pointing to what they had just done.
âThat was not just anything.â
âIâm glad you think so.â Sounding far too satisfied, he came toward her.
But this time she showed her intelligence and backed up. When he did not stop, she put her hand up, warding him off. âNo. Please.â
âWhat is the matter, Ciara?â
âI do not want a mate.â
âI wasnât offering to claim you.â
That stopped her short. âSex constitutes a claiming.â
âWe werenât having sex, we were kissing.â And his scent told her he wanted to continue doing so. âBesides, the Ãan do not recognize that stricture.â
âTalorc is laird of this clan.â
âHe is not lord over my people though.â
Ciara felt like she was drowning, her fear at what his words implied was so great. âDo you plan to murder Talorc as you did my brother?â
She could not believe she had phrased her concern that way. It had not been her intention to make such anaccusation again. Not after her talk with Lais. Certainly, Eirik was not happy about it. All arousal in the air disappeared as fury so great it was more than a scent, she could actually taste it on the air, replaced it.
Eirikâs scowl condemned her in a way no one had ever done, not even him when he accused her of not protecting the Ãan children. But he did not answer her question.
âPlease.â Ciara tugged at her pleats, the heart that was supposed to be stone feeling ripped open in her chest. âHe is the right laird for this clan. You cannot take that from him. You cannot take him from us.â
âTalorc is my friend.â Eirikâs voice dripped with disgust.
âFriends have killed friends before.â
âI only answer because of your very obvious fear, but know this, I will not tolerate you seeding doubts among the clan along these lines.â The ice in his tone chilled her.
But not enough that she would not press for answers. âSo, tell me you donât want to be clan leader.â
âI do not.â
After several seconds of silence, she realized he wasnât going to add anything to that simple statement. But truthfully, he did not need to. His sincerity was as apparent as his desire had been earlier.
âThank you,â she whispered.
âMake no mistake, woman, my loyalty is to Talorc, not the little femwolf he calls daughter but has not the decency to even call him by name. I do not need
your
thanks.â
With that he left.
Sheâd meant to push him away. She could admit that to herself. Her worry had been real, but the way sheâd phrased it had been inflammatory and the dragon had caught fire and burned her.
âTwas for the best. Truly.
Only, why was there pain when she was working so hard to save herself from it?
A minute later she was joined by another of the Ãan and she knew that despite Eirikâs disgust of her, he had been unwilling to leave a woman alone and unprotected outside at night.
Ciara sighed. âHello, Lais.â
âEirik sent me to stay with you until you returned to the keep.â
Just as sheâd thought, but why did the knowledge make her heart, that stupid organ that was supposed to be hardened to stone, twinge? âIâve spent many an evening out here by myself.â
âDoes your laird know that?â
Probably not, so she forbore answering.
A shadow in the sky had Ciara turning her head. The dragon flew away from the keep, his dark scales barely discernable in the darkness. Her hand lifted involuntarily in a silent entreaty she was powerless to prevent.
âHe is