and waved her hand in the air.
“You’re still drunk, remember?” She nodded, head pressed against my neck. “I’ll take you to bed, chica ,” I told her and stood with her in my arms. Water poured from our bodies. I carried her out of the tub and carefully set her on her feet. I wrapped her in a towel and picked her up again, laying her down in my bed. I kissed her forehead then went back into the bathroom to begrudgingly get ready for work.
CHAPTER NINE
ELLIE
I WOKE up with a headache. My mouth was dry, my stomach queasy, and I had to pee. The sun was high in the sky, shining in full force through the windows. I opened my eyes just enough to glare at it before rolling over, groaning.
I hadn’t been this hung over in years…like a lot of years…like the rare times I got trashed at college. I hadn’t gotten blackout drunk though; I was able to recall the details of last night.
I pushed my hair out of my face and sat up, realizing I was wearing only a towel. I was in Alejandro’s bed, but he was nowhere to be seen. I blinked, my vision a little fuzzy, and sat up. The sheets under me were damp from the towel. I rolled over, every movement jarring, hurting my head.
“Fuck,” I mumbled and flopped back on the bed. My limbs felt too heavy to get up. I wanted to pass out again and wake up when I wasn’t hung over, like in six hours. Then I smelled the eggs. I wrinkled my nose, wanting to puke.
I buried my head in the pillow. It wasn’t just the eggs; it was the spices common in Mexican cooking. I knew I should eat something, but I didn’t think my stomach could handle it. I smiled, shaking my head. Alejandro loved his food extra spicy.
I stayed there, naked and on top of wet sheets for several minutes before pushing myself up again. I rubbed my eyes then ran my hands through my hair, fingers getting stuck in knots.
God, I must look like a wreck.
The wind had whipped my hair into a tangled mess last night alone. Then I slept on it, got in the shower without brushing it, and then fell asleep with it wet. Maybe I should be glad Alejandro wasn’t here to see me.
With a deep breath, I pushed myself up and off the bed. There was a bouquet of two dozen red roses on the dresser. A smile subconsciously pulled up my lips. Hidden in the center of the red roses was a single yellow rose. I tipped my head as I stared at it, wondering if the florist put it in on accident. No, it was there on purpose. The yellow rose was bigger than the other roses. Weird.
There was a note next to the vase. I picked it up and unfolded it. It was hand written in messy writing. I skimmed to the bottom, catching what I assumed was Alejandro’s signature before I went back and read the note.
Ellie-
I won’t let you blend into the crowd.
-A
Suddenly the one yellow rose made sense. I carefully touched the silky pedals then leaned in close and smelled the roses. I read the note again, going each word slowly. I set it down, all smiles and heart fluttering in a stupid school-girl way. I put my hand to my chest and closed my eyes, thinking of Alejandro.
I read the note one more time before hurrying to the bathroom to pee. Once I was done, I splashed cold water on my face and did my best to ignore the complete rat’s nest that was my hair. I admired the roses again then moved to the tray of Mexican breakfast food. I picked it up, carefully carrying it over to the bed. I set it down and slipped under the covers, bringing the sheet up to cover my naked breasts.
I forced myself to drink an entire bottle of water, knowing I would regret it if I didn’t. I held a silver fork in my hand, picking salsa off the eggs. Alejandro was of course on my mind, and I rolled over the memories from last night. I had always been honest with him. Completely, 100% honest. It was liberating, and I never wanted to go back to lying, to pretending shit was peachy when it was really steamy and stinky.
What was the point of lying? Why did we