Free Love Me by Bella Andre Page B

he was fucking her fast and hard and she was fucking him right back, their bodies slamming together. Slick skin sliding against slick skin. Mouths biting, sucking. Hands grabbing, pul ing. She felt the first shot of his hot ejaculate against the very back of her vagina and she groaned at the extreme pleasure of taking al of him, his very essence, inside of her. Her body reacted with a flood of moisture in the tightening of her inner muscles around his huge shaft, milking him.
    Loving him.
    * * *
    He never wanted to let her go.
    Luke started at his unconscious thought. What the hel was he thinking?
    Of course he was going to let her go. Just as soon as he'd worked the craziness out of his system, just as soon as he'd had his fil of her heat, her warmth, she'd return back to her normal life. And he'd return to his. Things would go back to the way they were supposed to be.
    The harsh reality of his thoughts made him suddenly realize his knees were kil ing him on the hardwood floor. Moving slowly – not wanting to let her go, damn it
    - he maneuvered them both onto the couch, lying back and pul ing her body over his like a blanket. Her head settled in at the crook of his shoulder and they lay there together, both catching their breath.
    And despite reminding himself that this lapse with his sexy-as-hel sister-in-law was going to have to come to an end in the very near future, over and over, his brain replayed what she'd said.
    I love you because you're good.
    I love you because you're honest.
    I love you, Luke, because of everything you do and everything you are.
    The most amazing thing of al was that she could say those things to him when he wasn't being fair to her. When he wasn't being good. Or honest.
    Al his life, he'd had a role to play. His brother, Travis, had been the dog. The player. So Luke had taken the opposite side. He'd been the good guy. The honest guy. The safe guy.
    It wasn't until last night with Janica that he'd stopped being al those things, that he'd let himself explore the man hiding beneath the layers, beneath the driven surgeon who never let anyone down.
    Jesus, he was letting Janica down. He knew he was, with the way he kept using her body, with the way he kept pushing and shoving at her, not just physical y, but emotional y.
    And stil , she thought she loved him.
    He stil didn't see it. Couldn't possibly understand why. How.
    Didn't even begin to comprehend why his chest felt so tight every time she was close. Every time he looked at her, or touched her. Every time she said “I love you.”
    He and Janica shouldn't fit together like this. She shouldn't feel like the missing piece of him. Not when anyone could see that the two of them were al wrong for each other.
    Completely, impossibly wrong.
    But it was hard to think clearly about anything with her naked body warm and soft on his.
    He loved the way she smel ed, loved the way she tasted, loved the way her taut muscles gave way to purely feminine heat when she was coming.
    His muscles that had been so taut since the night before in the ER, except for those few hours when he'd fal en asleep holding her, final y settled down, relaxing into her warmth. He let his eyes drift out to the ocean waves out the front window, seeing how blue it was for the very first time. And then he closed his eyes and unconsciously pul ed her closer against him as his mind final y stopped racing.
    * * *
    Janica felt him fal asleep beneath her, just as he had the night before. She knew how hard he drove himself, knew how exhausted he had to be, and was glad that he felt comfortable enough to fal asleep with her not once, but twice, even with the sunlight streaming in. She, on the other hand, felt much too amped up to sleep. And she knew if she stayed with him like this, there'd be no way to stop herself from waking him up to make love to him again.
    It wasn't that she didn't want to have sex with him again. Of course she did. He was the most spectacular lover she'd ever been