from Ukiahâs ability to learn; nothing had to be repeated, only refined. Aliciaâs patience ran deeper,willing to practice what she already had pat for the simple joy of helping him.
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âUkiah?â
Ukiah blinked away the dream recall and looked up at Max in surprise. Max had that harassed look he got when things went bad. âMax? Whatâs wrong?â
âThe EMS crew is almost here.â
âThe EMS?â Ukiah started to sit up and stopped as pain shot through his body. âMax? What happened?â
Max looked at him, eyes widening. âOh, damn. Whatâs the last thing you remember?â
âWe were at the office with Kittanning, trying to figure out if we could do a stakeout with him along. I was hurt, wasnât I? What happened? Is Kittanning all right?â
âKittanning is fine. You fell off a cliff and youâre bleeding someplace.â Max slipped a hand under his back, running it from shoulder to hip. âYouâre bleeding and losing your recent memories. I thought I checked you thoroughly.â
Ukiah grunted in pain, trying to distance himself from the hurt by looking around. The place looked hauntingly familiar and it smelled of home. âMax, what are we doing in Oregon?â
âWeâre on a case.â Max rocked back on his heels. âUkiah, youâre bleeding inside. Itâs the only place possible. You said earlier that your stomach hurt.â
âYeah, it hurts.â
âHow does this work, with you being Pack?â
Ukiah searched Pack memory. âUm, there are three ways this could go. If Iâm not hurt too bad, my body heals up the damaged area and then reabsorbs the blood trapped inside.â
Max looked down at him and shook his head. âI donât think so.â
âSecondly, Iâm hurt so bad that I die. That stops the blood from being pumped into the body cavity. My body reabsorbs the blood and then focuses on healing the leak. Itâs a matter of energy. Once wounded, my body can only do one or the other.â
âThen whatâs the third thing?â
âIâm screwed.â
âHuh?â
âThereâs this magic halfway point thatâs really hard to hit, but when you do, youâre screwed. Youâre hurt too bad to heal, but the blood keeps pumping into the body cavity, so while you reabsorb some, the rest becomes mice. They have no way out. They die trapped inside. Their bodies rot. Blood circulation would spread that toxin through my system, and Iâm too hurt for my cells to adapt to the poison, so my body shuts down. When I come back alive, the problem is still there, and Iâm only weaker than I was before. Iâll die, and come back, then die, again and again, until I simply donât come back.â
Max looked at him bleakly. âIsnât there a way out of it?â
âThe Pack usually just kills the person cleanly, usually by snapping their neck: thatâs fairly easy to heal afterward. The blood stops pumping, and whatâs trapped inside reabsorbs before the mice form. Youâre only screwed if the mice form.â
Max looked at him, too stunned to speak. Finally he asked in a weak voice, âHow soon does that start?â
âAbout a half hour after I started to bleed.â
Max glanced at his watch, then covered his face. âShit. Shit. Shit.â
âHow much time?â
âItâs been nearly an hour.â Maxâs hands slid up until his palms were pressed against his eyes. âIâm sorry, Ukiah. I thought youâd be okay, so Iâve been looking for Alicia.â
âAlicia?â
âYou were tracking her whenânever mind. Itâs not important.â Max sat rocking, hands pressed to his face. Finally he took away his hands to look down at Ukiah. âHave you stopped bleeding?â
Ukiah considered the question. âI think so.â
âSo if we get whatever mice