Free Stalk Me by Jillian Dodd

everywhere. I remember thinking it felt really nice to have a guy actually want me. From there things get kind of blurry. I remember fists flying, punches thrown, and Damian dragging Brooklyn off the guy. I remember Brooklyn yelling at me the whole way home, and Damian holding my hair while I threw up in a plastic sack.
    Damian laughs at me. “You try to get me to agree, but I never have. Never will.”
    “It’s so embarrassing.”
    “It’s really not that embarrassing, Keats. I mean, unless you consider the way you looked. Mascara running down your face. Puke coming out of your nose.”
    I hold my hand over my face. “Please, stop. Or I’ll have to remind you of the night you tripped on stage, fell flat on your face, and smashed your guitar in front of a whole bunch of people. Including that girl you were crushing on.”
    “We’re getting off topic here. We were talking about you and Brook.”
    “Maybe I’d rather talk about you.” 
    “I’m ignoring you. And you know Brook is into karma and all that shit. He’s not a fighter. He likes you.”
    “He was just protecting me, like a little sister.” 
    “You two have fun without me,” he says with a smirk as he gets out of the hot tub. “I’m gonna go crash in the movie room. Hint. Hint.”
    “You can sleep with us up in B’s room like always. Nothing’s gonna happen. Nothing ever happens.” Brooklyn has a big king-sized bed that the three of us often crash on.
    “I saw how he was dancing with you. It’s gonna happen; trust me.”
     
    Brooklyn walks out onto the deck just as Damian gets out of the tub. 
    I was getting ready to ask him exactly what he meant by It’s gonna happen . Because what’s gonna happen? Does he think Brooklyn will kiss me, or does he think we’ll do more? Because it sounds a lot like sex. 
    Brooklyn tosses Damian a towel. 
    Damian says casually, “I’m off to sleep in the movie room. Wake me up when you’re ready to roll.” He gives me a not-so-subtle wink that I know Brooklyn sees. 
    “You want to stay out here for a little while longer?” 
    “Yeah, sure,” I say casually, but my insides feel anything but casual. My heart is pounding. My mouth feels dry. 
    I take a big sip of beer. 
    I think I have stage fright. All of a sudden I can’t think of any of the lines from all the scripts that I’ve written. Which pisses me off, because all those sexy/witty comebacks that are supposed to be stored in my brain for this exact moment are gone! 
    Brooklyn slides into the tub. 
    His tan chest almost glistens in the moonlight. The ocean breeze blows his hair back. His hair got wet earlier and now the ends of it are curling slightly. I want to reach out and run my fingers through them. I want to tell him how I feel. How I’ve always loved him. 
    He slides next to me, leans back, and stretches both his arms out across the back of the hot tub. One of them touches my back and shoulders. I lean back against it, wanting to be closer to him. 
    When I realize what I’ve done, I lean my head back further and pretend to have only leaned back to look up at the stars. 
    He doesn’t say anything, so I nervously ramble. “I’m glad we’re staying out. It’s such a pretty night. Plus, I know when I get out, I’ll freeze. It’s nice and toasty in here. It’s gonna be weird without Damian around,” I babble on, mostly because that’s the only topic of conversation my brain could come up with while it’s rapidly rewriting new scenes for tonight. 
    Scenes where he tells me he’s always liked me. Scenes where we share our first kiss under the stars in the hot tub. 
    He looks up at the stars then turns toward me and narrows his eyes. “So are you and Sander back together? Is that why he showed up tonight?” 
    “Uh, no, we’re not! We’re gonna stay friends though. We went shopping today. It’s all good. And you were right. A couple guys from school saw my Facebook status and asked me out.” 
    Well, asked me out