â but donât run.â Ayshe put a warning hand on the girlâs arm. âThey donât like it if you run.â
âDonât fuss â thereâs no one to see us here.â
The general annual exodus to the Valideâs summer palace on the Bosphorous, where everyone except a handful of the very youngest
kislar
, and the oldest servants, were still lodged, had given the outer reaches of the Sultanâs harem an echoing, holiday feel.
âHavenât you learnt anything?â Ayshe said crossly. â
Someone
will see you. They always do.â
Ayshe led Kaya from the paved terrace with its fountain down a series of stone steps and through the palace garden: two small figures, scarlet and gold, flitting like dragonflies through the silent morning garden.
âAre you staying here? Or will you go back with her, do you think?â Trying to match her pace to Aysheâs quick footsteps, Kaya stumbled behind her, and once nearly fell. âDonât walk so fast!â
âKeep up, canât you. And patience â Iâll tell you when we are inside.â
âPatience! If you only knew ⦠I swear to you, Iâm sick to my stomach of being patient.â
At the garden walls they turned sharply to the left, making their way past the harem hospital and then through a second courtyard. Turning to the left once more they followed a steep flight of wooden steps which led into the rectangular paved courtyard at the heart of the womenâs quarters. There, in a small tiled vestibule at the end of the stone corridor which marked the entrance to the eunuchsâ quarters, Ayshe came to a halt at last.
âWhat now?â
âWe have to wait here.â Ayshe shrugged. âWhen she is ready she will send Gulbahar to get you.â
âHow long will that be?â
âHow should I know, goose,â Ayshe frowned. âAn hour. Two hours.â
âTwo hours!â
âHush, will you!â
The two took up waiting positions, standing side by side with their backs against the wall. Kaya waited for the pounding in her heart to subside, clenched her now clammy hands, willing her jagged breath to return to normal.
There were few women around that morning. Two ancient black slaves, too decrepit and sleepy with age now to be included in any of the Valideâs excursions, were sweeping the courtyard with bunches of old palm fronds.
âOn your way now â go.â Impatiently, Ayshe waved her hand at the two women. âThe Valide is coming this way soon, and she does not want her eyes defiled by the sight of you hideous old crones.â
âYes,
kadin
â¦â The two slaves were already backing away, bowing respectfully. âYes, my lady.â
Kaya glanced at her friend. âWhat harm were they doing?â
âI just donât want us to be overheard, thatâs all. Not by anyone. And keep your voice down.â Ayshe spoke very softly. âI swear, she can hear everything.â
âWhat does she want me for, do you know?â Kaya felt her stomach muscles tighten in apprehension.
âAs if you didnât know! Probably wants to know if youâve ⦠you knowâ¦â Ayshe put her hand to her mouth to conceal her sudden smile. âIf you are still
gözde
. âIn the Sultanâs eye.ââ She glanced slyly at her friend. âAre you?â
âOh, sheâd know all right.â
âIndeed she would,â Ayshe agreed tartly, âShe probably watches it all herself â¦â
Kaya made an inarticulate sound.
âReally. I mean it. There is nothing she doesnât make it her business to know.â
âYes, but no one actually
watches
,â Kaya glanced at her friend again. âThey ⦠they write it down in a book. I know,â she added, âHassan Aga showed me.â There was a small silence. âAnd no, they havenât written me in there