yet.â
For a moment the two stood together, not speaking, suddenly shy of one another. In the courtyard where the old women had been sweeping sunlight shifted slowly. Servantsâ voices, and the sound of water flushing across stone, carried from the womenâs hammam which gave on to one side of the courtyard. The same half-empty holiday feel affected even this, the very heart of the harem. Kaya, unused to these long watches, swayed uncomfortably, lifting her little feet slightly one after another in their soft kid boots.
âHow much longer? My back hurts.â
âPatience, goose â¦â
âYouâve said that before â¦â
âAnd donât sway, for pityâs sake, she hates that. Stand still, canât you?â
Another silence.
âI miss you Annetta.â
âAnd I you, Celia.â
In the courtyard a trickle of water flowed slowly from the doorway of the hammam on to the hot stone.
âDonât cry, goose.â
âMe? I never cry.â
âYouâll make your nose red.â
âHe said that, do you remember? The day we were sold.â
âYes. I remember.â
How could she not? Celia thought back to that day when they had first arrived at the House of Felicity. After the shipwreck â how long had it been? two summers now, by her reckoning â there had been a long journey, an even longer sojourn with the slave mistress in Constantinople, and then one day, just a few months ago, with nowarning at all a litter borne by eunuchs had arrived, and the two of them had been put in it, and brought here to the palace. A great lady had bought them as a gift for the Sultanâs mother, they had been told. They were no longer Celia and Annetta, but Kaya and Ayshe; but beyond that no one thought to tell them anything of what lay ahead.
Celia remembered the sickening sway of the litter as they made their way through the city, and how at last they had passed through a brass-studded door, bigger and more doleful than any she had seen in her life. It was so dark inside that at first they could hardly see. She remembered instead her sense of dread as the eunuchs brought them down from the litter, and then her own voice crying out â
Paul, oh Paul
! â as the door ground shut behind them.
A sudden flurry and a clapping of wings as two pigeons came to roost on the sloping roof above them made both girls start.
âAnnetta?â
âWhat?â
âDo you think weâll ever forget? Forget our real names, I mean. I asked Gulbahar once, and she said she couldnât remember hers.â
âBut she was only six when she came here. Of course weâll remember. Weâll remember everything.â Annettaâs eyes narrowed. âHow could we forget?â
âAnd you do want to, donât you?â
âOf course I do, goose!â There was a short silence. âBut weâre here now, and we must make what we can of it. You know, Celia, perhaps it would be better if â¦â Annetta stiffened suddenly, âshh!â
âI canât hear anything.â
âGulbaharâs coming.â
âBut how ⦠?â
âI watch her, itâs how she does it,â Annettaâs voice was barely a breath in Celiaâs ear. âBut never mind that now: just listen. Whatever you do, try not to say too much. Sheâll use everything you tell her,
capito
? And I mean everything. But she doesnât want a milksop either. And whatever you do, donât try to play the fool.â Her dark eyes darted to the door and back. Celia stood beside her, deathly still now, a pulse, like the small quick beating of a frightened bird, in the skin behind her ear. âMark this, Celia: something has happenedââ
âWhat kind of thing?â Celia turned to her in alarm. âAnd how? How do you know?â
âI ⦠donât really know. Itâs just a feeling I get.â Annetta