Free Ten Year Crush by Toshia Slade

now full shot and tip it back, setting the empty on the bar. I grab my beer and spin around, leaning back against the bar.
    If she saw that, then who else did too? I can’t believe I kissed her. What the hell was I thinking? You love her, idiot. Of course I love her. She’s been in my life for ten years.
    “My offer still stands. Call for me if you need anything.” Sara’s warm breath on my neck reminds me of the hard-on I’m currently sporting. Fucking Gabby and her curves and sweet mouth. Stop! Get your shit together!
    “Sara!” I call over my shoulder as I watch Gabby being led out with asshole’s arm around her waist. Fuck this! This shit has to end. I spin around to face Sara. “What time do you get off tonight?” I lick my lips and finally, the numbness I want has taken over.
    “Two.”
    Fuck, that’s another couple of hours. I’m not waiting around that long. Get some easy ass, then go home and crawl in bed. I lean over the bar and whisper in her ear, “Can you take a break?” I bite her ear, pull back, and smirk. I feel like the lowest piece of shit, but I’ll do anything to try to get her out of my head.
    “Give me ten.” Her eyes light up with hunger. She turns and walks over to the guy bartending with her tonight.
    Five minutes later Sara comes around the bar. I drain the rest of my beer, sit it down on the bar, and grab her hand and head for the door. Once outside I go straight to my truck. I open the passenger side and climb in, pulling her behind me. I scoot the seat back as far as it will go. She straddles my lap and I go for her neck, licking and biting, not wanting her lips where Gabby’s just were. Shut the fuck up. Not going there.
    “I’m glad you’re wearing a skirt. Rise up.” When she lifts her hips, I reach in my pocket and pull out a condom. I unzip my pants and pull my throbbing erection out. Ripping the condom with my teeth, I roll it on. Pulling her panties to the side, I slam her back down on me, groaning out in pleasure.
    “Fuck!” Sara screams out, and grips her hair in her hands. She starts bouncing up and down on my lap.
    I grab her hips, pull her up, and slam her back down. Wanting it harder.
    Digging her nails into my shoulders, she shudders and groans in pleasure. “Feels so good. I knew you’d feel good in my pussy.”
    I want her to shut the hell up so I can get off and go to bed.
    “Fuck me, Sara. Ride my dick, show me how bad you want it!” She starts to move, bouncing up and down, taking me fast and hard.
    I let go of her hips and push her shirt up, revealing her tits. Figures she’s not wearing a bra. I suck a nipple in my mouth. Pulling back, I scrape my teeth and nip right before it pulls out of my mouth. I move to the other one, showing it the same attention.
    “Oh fuck, Cam, I’m about to come,” she pants out.
    “Not without me you’re not.” I release her breast and grip her hips. Holding her still above me, I start to slam into her, quickly pulling out and slamming back into her. I close my eyes willing my orgasm to come. Gabby’s face, flushed from our kiss on the dance floor, comes flooding into my mind.
    “FUCK!” I shudder and release into the condom. Goddammit!
    My stomach lurches. I can’t do this anymore. What good does it do to fuck Gabby out of my mind when I never come, and then her face pops into my mind and I blow like a teen? I gotta get out of here.
    Moving Sara off my lap and into the driver seat, I grab napkins out of the console. She’s already seen too much tonight. I don’t need her seeing my internal freak out. Get cleaned up, get her the hell out of here and back to work, and then I need to figure out how the hell to get home. I wrap the condom in a napkin and clean up a little before tucking myself back in my pants.
    I look over and see that Sara has herself put back together as well. Climbing out, I head to the driver side and open the door letting her out. “Thanks.”
    “Anytime, handsome.”
    I swallow the