chance to
work on the harmonious relationship she dreamed of while Julian was
concentrating only on seducing her.
Sophy halted her pacing abruptly, wondering if the Earl of Ravenwood would be
satisfied with a single night of conquest. Julian was not, after all, in love
with her. At the moment apparently she constituted a challenge because she was
his wife and she was refusing him the privileges he considered rightfully his.
But if he thought he'd finally proven to both of them he could seduce her,
perhaps he would leave her alone for a while.
Sophy went quickly to her beautifully carved medicine chest and stood looking
down at the rows of tiny wooden trays and drawers. She was simmering with rage
and fear and another emotion she did not want to examine too closely. There was
not much time. In a few minutes Julian would come sauntering through the door
that connected her bedchamber with his dressing room. And then he would take her
into his arms and touch her the way he touched his little ballet dancer or
actress or whatever she was.
Mary opened the door and came into the bedchamber carrying a silver tray. "Your
tea, ma'am. Will there be anythin' else?"
"No, thank you, Mary. You may go." Sophy managed what she hoped was a normal
smile of dismissal but Mary's eyes seemed brighter than ever as she bobbed a
small curtsy and let herself out of the room. Sophy was sure she heard a muffled
giggle out in the hall.
Servants seem to know everything that goes on in a large house such as this,
Sophy thought resentfully. It was quite possible her maid knew perfectly well
that Julian had never spent the night in his wife's bed. That thought was rather
mortifying in some ways.
Fleetingly, Sophy wondered if part of Julian's irritation had to do with the
fact that he knew the entire staff was speculating on why he was not visiting
his new bride in her bedroom.
Sophy hardened her heart. She was not about to turn aside from her goal merely
for the sake of Julian's male pride. He had more than enough of that commodity
as it was. She reached into the herb chest and took a pinch of chamomile and a
pinch of something far more potent. Deftly she stirred them into the pot of
brewing tea.
Then she sat down to wait. She had to sit down. She was trembling so much she
could not stand.
She did not have long to anticipate the inevitable. The connecting door opened
softly and Sophy gave a start. Her eyes went to the doorway. Julian stood there
in a black silk dressing gown that was embroidered with the Ravenwood crest. He
regarded her with a quizzical little smile.
"You are entirely too nervous, little one," he said gently as he closed the door
behind him. "This is what comes of putting matters off for far too long. You
have built the whole business into an event of terrifying proportions. By
tomorrow morning you will be able to put everything back into its proper
perspective."
"I would like to beg you one last time, Julian, not to pursue this any further.
I must tell you again that I feel you are breaking the spirit, if not the letter
of your oath."
His smile vanished and his gaze hardened. He shoved his hands into the pockets
of his gown and began to prowl slowly around her room. "We will not discuss my
honor again. I assure you, it is an important matter to me and I would not do
anything I felt would tarnish it."
"You have your own definition of honor, then?"
He gave her an angry glance. "I know far better how to define it than you do,
Sophy."
"I lack the ability to define it properly because I am merely a woman?"
He relaxed, the faint smile edging his grim mouth again. "You are not merely a
woman, my love. You are a most interesting female, believe me. I did not dream
when I asked for your hand in marriage that I would be getting such a
fascinating concoction. Did you know that there's a bit of lace dangling from
your gown?"
Sophy glanced down uneasily and was chagrined to see the lace flopping