her aunt and was grieving terribly. Sarah slid closer to her and put an arm around Amyâs thin shoulders. âDo you want to come back inside?â she asked once Amyâs cries subsided. âI bet if you apologize to the nurse, sheâll forget the whole thing.â
âI canât go back in there,â Amy said, taking a shaky drag on her cigarette. âNot now, anyway.â She gave the cigarette a tap and watched the long ash fall to the concrete below. In her other hand she held what looked to be a round silver charm. The kind you might find on a bracelet or on a necklace.
Amy caught Sarah looking and held it out for her to see. Engraved on one side was a cross and on the other was the word faith .âIt was lying next to Aunt Julia when I found her. I was going to hold on to it until she woke up and then give it back to her.â She shook her head. âI donât think I can face them.â She looked up toward Juliaâs room. âItâs all my fault.â
âWhat do you mean itâs your fault?â Sarah asked.
Amy didnât answer. She dropped the cigarette to the ground and squeezed the charm tightly in her palm. âAmy,â Sarah prodded. âWhat do you mean?â
âI donât know. Maybe if I had gotten there fifteen minutes earlier...â
âYou canât think that way about it. Youâll drive yourself crazy,â Sarah said. âJust think about what could have happened if you hadnât shown up when you did.â
Amy shrugged, unconvinced. âWhen are you leaving town?â
âWeâll stay for the funeral, of course, but will probably need to go home soon after.â
Amy nodded and lit another cigarette. âThatâs probably a good idea. People who stay around here too long either die or go crazy. Jack had the right idea. He left Penny Gate as soon as he could and didnât look back. If my mom would have just left...â Amy trailed off.
âYou canât blame the accident on your momâs decision to stay in Penny Gate,â Sarah said. âThereâs no way to know what would have been different.â
ââThe accidentâ?â Amy gave a skeptical snort. âIs that what Jack is calling it these days?â She stood, took a deep pull on the cigarette and blew a stream of smoke out of the corner of her mouth. âYou need to talk to your husband,â Amy said as she started to walk away. âYou know Jack. Always full of secrets.â
Sarahâs stomach clenched. What else hadnât Jack told her? She watched as Amy walked away, her gaunt frame hunched against the sharp wind. She considered chasing after her but to what end?
Maybe she had been overreacting about Jackâs name, and even about Celia. But Jack was definitely keeping something from her. Something important.
5
THE ACCIDENT?
Is that what Jackâs calling it these days?
Amyâs cryptic comment tumbled in Sarahâs mind. Tears pricked at her eyes as she ticked off the half-truths and lies that Jack had told her. She was tired of all the secrecy, the avoidance. Yes, Jack was reserved, private. But she had thought they had both known the important parts of each otherâs lives.
She pulled out her phone and entered Jack Tierney into the search engine. Three hundred and eighty-one thousand results.
She plugged in two more words, Penny Gate ,and it narrowed the search. Sarah clicked on the first link, a newspaper article headlined Penny Gate Woman Found Bludgeoned.Her eyes skittered down the page. The body of Lydia Tierney, thirty-six, was discovered yesterday afternoon in her rural Penny Gate home. Before Sarah could read any further, Jack approached.
âSarah?â he asked, and she nearly dropped her phone. âWhat are you doing?â
Heart thumping, she quickly slid her phone into her purse. âI was talking to Amy. She just left,â she said. Jackâs eyes were
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