dawn swim. At first she left her shirt on the passenger
seat, but the scent of him kept wafting up, smelling of cut
grass, baking bread, and snow. In a fit of frustration she screamed
at the steering wheel and tossed her shirt out the window.
She was exhausted to the point of collapse when she got home,
but she couldnt lie down in her bed without taking a shower. She
had to scrub Lucas off or his scent would chase her around in her
dreams. She was filthy. Her elbows and back had grass stains on
them and her feet were a black mess.
As she watched the dirt melt off her shins and ankles under the
water she thought of the three sisters and their perpetual suffering.
Lucas had called them the Furies, and no name could have suited
them better. She vaguely recalled hearing Hergie saying the word
at some point, but for the life of her, she couldnt remember what
story they were in. For some reason Helen was picturing armor
and togas, but she couldnt be sure.
She picked up a pumice stone and rubbed off every last speck of
dirt before shutting off the taps. Afterward, she stayed in the steam
to put on sweet-smelling lotion, letting it soak in, obliterating every
last trace of Lucas. When she finally tumbled into bed, still
wrapped in a damp towel, the sun was long up.
Helen was walking through the dry lands, hearing the dead grass
crackle with each step she took. Little clouds of dust puffed up
around her bare feet and clung to the moisture running down her
legs, as if the dirt she walked on was so desperate for water it was
trying to jump up off the ground to drink her sweat. Even the air
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was gritty. There were no insects buzzing around in the scrub, no
animals of any kind. The sky was blazingly bright with a tinny
blue light, but there was no sun. There were no wind and no
cloudsjust a rocky, blasted landscape as far as Helen could see.
Her heart told her that somewhere close there was a river, so she
walked and walked and walked.
Helen woke a few hours later with heavy limbs, a headache, and
dirty feet. She flopped out of bed, rinsed off the increasingly familiar
nocturnal grime, and threw on a sundress. Then she sat down at
her computer to look up the Furies.
The first website she clicked on gave her chills. As soon as she
opened it she saw a simple line drawing on the side of a pot. It was
a perfect depiction of the three horrors that had been haunting her
for days. As she read the text under the illustration it gave a nearly
exact physical description of her sobbing sisters, but the rest confused
her. In classical Greek mythology there were three Erinyes,
or Furies, and they wept blood just as they did in Helens visions.
But according to her research, the Furies job was to pursue and
punish evildoers. They were the physical manifestation of the anger
of the dead. Helen knew she wasnt perfect, but she had never
done anything really wrong, certainly not anything that would have
earned her a visit from three mythological figures of vengeance.
As she read on, she learned that the Furies first appeared in the
Oresteia, a cycle of plays by Aeschylus. After two solid hours of untangling
what had to have been the firstand bloodiestsoap opera
in history, Helen finally got her head around the plot.
The gist of it was that this poor kid named Orestes was forced to
kill his mother because his mother had killed his father, Agamemnon.
But the mother killed the father because the father killed their
daughter, Orestes beloved sister Iphigenia. To make it even more
complicated, the father had killed the daughter because thats what
the gods asked for as a sacrifice to make the winds blow so the
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Greeks could get to Troy to fight the Trojan War. Poor Orestes was
bound by the laws of justice to kill his mother, which he did, and
for that sin he got chased halfway across the earth by the Furies
until he was nearly insane. The irony was that he never had