blond one has the family nose,â said Mrs. Van Vliet.
âWeâre calling him Van Vliet,â Em said. âVliet.â
âHeâs prettier.â
âRoger,â Em said, careful not to stammer, âthatâs the dark one, heâs stronger. And I think smarter.â
The warm smile that Em always had considered Carolineâs preserve broke.
âThat he is, that he is,â said Mrs. Van Vliet. âYouâre a good mother, Em. Youâll try never to show partiality.â
âTheyâre both mine.â Emâs face was fierce.
Mrs. Van Vliet patted hospital linen over Emâs knee. âIâm giving them each a five-hundred-dollar bond.â
âOh Grandma! Thatâs awfully generous. Of course weâll save it for their education.â
âWhat a serious child it is,â said Mrs. Van Vliet, leaning forward to touch her lips to Emâs cheek. She smells, Em thought, like spring flowers. âMy first great-grandchildren. Em, truly, my cup runneth over.â
Sheridan took an hour off to drive his wife and sons home. Caroline and Mrs. Wynan were in the dinette, where the babies would sleep. Crowded next to the secondhand crib that Sheridan had sanded stood a new Baby Line with cutouts of frolicking blue lambs. Unhesitating, Em put Vliet into this magnificence. Sheridan laid Roger, who was wet and howling, in the refinished crib.
âItâs amazing how different they are!â Caroline exclaimed.
âDouble trouble,â Sheridan beamed, lighting a White Owl, one of the box heâd handed around.
Em pushed at him. âNot in here,â she cried.
She was always pooped. Yet never could she resist a phoned, âIs it all right to drop by?â
She wanted everyone to see her pride of sons.
Van Vliets bearing blue-satin-tied boxes descended on the tiny apartment. Omega Deltas flocked to exclaim over the babies and to stare, awed, at Em as though sheâd been elevated to a Greater Panhellenic. Beverly Linde (she was very quiet and pale) dropped by with Mrs. Linde. Old and new neighbors. Mr. Cambro and his employees came by.
There had been a constant stream of company that Sunday afternoonâthe twins were almost six weeks old. Em finally succumbed to her weariness. For the first time she left Sheridan in charge of the boys while she dozed on her bed. Sheridan played with the twins on the couch. Vliet somehow toppled down onto the rug. The baby screamed bloody murder while a large bruise promptly rose on his forehead. Em dialed the pediatrician, careless (for once) of expense, insisting on a house call. The doctor pronounced the infant fine, but added that vomiting is a sign of skull fracture and to watch for it.
Em watched. She was still watching at five the next morning.
Sheridan yawned his way into the dinette-nursery. âEverything okay?â
âHe hasnât thrown up.â
âGood,â Sheridan said, both hands on her aching shoulders. âNow get some sleep.â
She shrugged him off.
âIâll keep an eye on him,â Sheridan said.
âThatâs what you were doing.â
âYouâre making something out of nothing, Em. A kid falls off a couchâbig deal. Holy God, I fell from a second-story window.â
âThese arenât slum children!â
He looked at her, startled as if heâd been bitten by a shrew heâd mistaken for a tame little mouse. âI looked away one second, no more, I swear it,â he muttered. âHeâs fine. You canât go without a whole nightâs sleep.â
âOh canât I? I can stay awake as long as I have to. Iâm strong. You donât understand that, Sheridan. You make a lot of noise, but you donât know what real strength is. You think itâs war and hitting with belts. Well, it isnât. Strength is carrying on when you want to drop. Itâs finishing what you start.â Her heart hammered
Xara X. Piper;Xanakas Vaughn