nose. Reaching beneath his seat, he pulls out a red gift bag creased with use and drops it onto the dashboard. âHappy birthday.â
My birthday was three days ago. I didnât tell anyone at work. Not because I didnât want people to know, but because telling people (mainly Bo) meant that there was pressure for them to do something for me. And thatâs not how Bo and I have worked. There are no strings. No responsibilities. âHowâd you find out?â
He shrugged. âHeard Ron tell you happy birthday.â
âCan I open it?â
âNo,â he says. âThatâs your gift. That bag is all you get.â
Rolling my eyes, I yank the bag from the dash. My stomach is in a hissy fit of nerves. The weight of the bag sinks into my lap. One small bag to fit an entire summer history.
He clears his throat. âI didnât have any tissue paper.â
His stare heats my skin. I close my eyes and pull a random item from the bag.
âA Magic 8 Ball,â he says.
A smile spreads across my face. I feel silly. âWell, Iâll never feel the burden of decision again.â
âKeep going,â he says.
So I do. A metal Slinky, Silly Putty poppers, and a bag of saltwater taffy.
Bo blows bubbles into the Silly Putty and uses it to strip the ink from his ownerâs manual while I weigh the Slinky, letting it slide back and forth in my hands, like Jake.
âThank you,â I say. âYou totally didnât have to get me anything.â
He shrugs and scans the spread of items between us. âYou forgot something.â He reaches for the bag. âCloseyour eyes.â
I do.
I feel his hands against my cheek as he slides a pair of glasses over my nose. My hair catches in a hinge, but heâs careful to be sure the glasses are tucked over my ears.
âOkay,â he says. âOpen.â
He slaps the rearview mirror in my direction and I see a bright red pair of heart-shaped glasses. The lenses are dark and tinted and it takes a moment for my eyes to recognize myself. I pull my hair from where itâs caught.
Theyâre supposed to be funny. I get that. But I love them. Theyâre transformative. In the mirror, I see a girl I donât think Iâve ever met. âTheyâre great,â I say and immediately feel silly. Theyâre cheap dollar-store glasses. Something he probably threw into his basket as an afterthought.
His body leans into me as he presses his lips against mine. My entire body softens against his weight.
âYou should go home,â he whispers between kisses.
I nod. We keep on kissing.
I stay in the parking lot with Bo for far too long, but am lucky to find that my mom is dead asleep with her door closed when I get home. All summer Iâve made up reasons and excuses for why Iâve had to âworkâ later than normal. Sheâs not too pleased by any of it, but never questions me. Plus, sheâs been sewing banners, interviewing new judges, and finding sponsors for the pageant, which means sheâs checked out of parenthood completely for a few months.
Lucyâs door is closed, like it has been for the last twomonths. I brush the door handle as I walk by, but donât open it. Ever since that day my mom started cleaning out her room, and we got into an argument, sheâs let it sit, like sheâs forgotten about it. I donât ever bring it up for fear that sheâll pick up right where she left off.
As Iâm falling asleep, my phone buzzes.
ELLEN: liar
Shit
. She knows. I mean, itâs not like she hasnât been keeping secrets from me, too. I canât hear her talk about Tim without remembering what Callie said that night in Harpyâs about their âoral mishap.â I know it was something small and that in the long run, itâs nothing, but I canât help but wonder what else sheâs not telling me. Now, Iâm her virgin friend who doesnât get