man with gleaming white
teeth dressed in a blue jacket with a red patch on the arm smiled down at me. “Nice
to have you back in the land of the living,” he said jovially.
I nearly smiled in return, but then the memory of what’d happened barreled into my
thoughts. “Heath!”
My voice sounded muffled and it was a moment before I realized my mouth and nose were
covered by an oxygen mask.
The paramedic looked quizzically at me as he laid a calming hand on my shoulder. “Lie
still, please.”
I ignored him, struggling to sit up, but I was covered in several blankets and was
frankly too weak to get very far. “My boyfriend!” I said to him, pleading for him
to tell me that Heath was okay. But then I remembered Heath’s blue face as it emerged
from the water, and the fact that he hadn’t been breathing, and then. . . that I had
let go of him at the end.
“He’s in the other ambulance,” the paramedic said. “We sent him ahead of you. He should
beat us to hospital by several minutes, I believe.”
I blinked back the tears that had suddenly clouded my vision. It took me a moment
to take in what the paramedic said. Heath was in an ambulance. He’d gone ahead of
me to the hospital. They wouldn’t have taken him there if there hadn’t been a chance
that he could be revived, right?
“He wasn’t breathing,” I whispered while the kindly paramedic jotted down some notes
onto a clipboard he’d just picked up.
He looked at me then, and I saw sympathy in his eyes. “I think they got him back right
after we pulled up,” he told me.
My lower lip quivered and for a minute I couldn’t speak. A few years earlier I’d pulled
another boyfriend out of the water after he’d almost drowned too, and I didn’t know
if I could be that lucky to have two lovers survive such similar near-death experiences.
The paramedic set aside his clipboard and took my hand in his, squeezing it to let
me know he cared. “There, there, miss. Not to worry. We’ve got one of the best hospitals
in all of Wales just a few kilometers from Kidwellah. They’ll take such good care
of you, you’ll feel like you’re on holiday.”
I swallowed hard and shivered under the blankets. I wasn’t going to panic until I
got some sort of official word that there was a need to worry. Heath was young, strong,
and in amazingly good physical shape. He’d come back. I knew it.
As my fears subsided, I seemed to sink into the cold, however, and my thoughts became
foggy. It was almost as if once the adrenaline had worn off, I stopped being able
to think clearly. I shivered and shivered, and the man attending to me put on another
blanket. “I know you’re probably freezing,” he said. “Just a few more minutes and
we’ll be able to warm you back up.”
I nodded dully but I could feel my lids blink heavily. I wanted to drift back off
to sleep.
“Stay awake, miss,” the paramedic commanded. My eyes snapped open again, but it was
hard to fight the crushing fatigue. To help me stay awake the paramedic began to ask
me questions. What was my name? Where was I from? How old was I? What was my birthday?
My answers were difficult to form, both in my brain and as I spoke them. Nothing wanted
to cooperate, not my mind and not my body.
At last the ambulance slowed and made a tight left turn. As we straightened out, the
siren cut off. A moment later we stopped and the doors were flung open.
My personal information and my vitals were rattled off and I had a thought that the
paramedic had said I was from New York, which was wrong, I knew, but my brain was
even more fuzzy now and I was even less able to form coherent thought.
The stretcher I was lying on was quickly wheeled through the brightly lit corridors.
I watched the fluorescent lights scroll by, too weary to pick my head up and far too
cold to do more than just lie there and shiver violently.
At last we came to a row of curtains