listening to the conversation at the VanLeer table. Following Big Edâs advice is going to be hard when my mind keeps wandering back home.
I tune back in just in time to hear Mrs. Samuels talking about taking a trip to Lincoln tomorrow where sheâs goingto pick up a dresser for the Lund family and cart it back to town. Mrs. Samuels helps people and businesses with their places and spaces. Her job is about paint colors, fabrics, furniture, and flower beds. Iâve already heard her say that she doesnât have enough work in these little towns.
âWasnât the dresser pickup scheduled for this afternoon?â Mr. VanLeer asks.
âWell, it was going to be, but then when the school called, well . . .â
I realize that sheâs gotten to the part about changing her schedule because of my bloody nose.
â. . . with the sun shining, it turned out to be a great day to stay in town and clean out flower boxes and do fall plantings. I did the Higgins and Hansen porches in gold and white mums,â she says. âAnd then it was kind of nice to come home and start dinner early.â
âThank you,â I sayâor, more like, I blurt it.
All the VanLeer and Samuels heads turn to look at me.
âThis dinner is good,â I say. Then I think it to myself: this dinner is a win.
chapter twenty-three
IN THE HISTORY ROOM
W hen Friday gets here, I am psyched. Iâm one day away from Saturday. Thatâs all Iâve been thinking about. Mr. Thomas VanLeer will drive me back to Blue River for the entire afternoon. Tomorrow.
Mom and I have so much catching up to do. Little things, big things, new things. I need to tell her about the VanLeer house, the meals, the busted shower, and the bed inside the closet. I want her to know I made a timeline and taped it to the closet wall. Iâm marking my X s through days that are done. Iâm trying to keep my eye on the end. Trouble is, Iâm not sure exactly when that will be. I am all about the day when Mom will be paroled and I will get out of the VanLeer house.
There is a whole weekâs worth of assignments from thenew school to tell her about. Mom always keeps up on what Iâm doing in my classes. Just today, Miss Maya Rubin told us about a whopping long-term assignmentâthe kind that causes me trouble. I really need to talk to Mom about that. I want to leave time to hear whatâs been going on at home; who is new, whoâs been gated out, who had something good happen, and who is hanging in there at Blue River. I wonder if we can get everything said on a single Saturday afternoon. I will need a list, and Mom and I will need a corner of the Blue River Common to ourselves. Thatâs a tall order. Saturday is the busiest visiting day.
Zoey and I walk to the library. Weâve done this each day after schoolâexcept Monday when I had the bloody nose. Itâs just two and half blocks, but I secretly feel very grown-up walking on our own. Weâre allowed to eat snacks in the library, and so far, weâve been remembering to pack something in the morning at the VanLeer house. If Zoey forgets, I remember. If I forget, Zoey is on it. Mr. VanLeer says we are a remarkable team. This morning he told Mrs. Samuels, âTheyâre like a brother-and-sister act, huh, Robyn?â He chuckled. He chuckles all the time. He thinks he has to fill in the quiet parts.
Mrs. Samuels was quiet this morning after she heard that brother-sister thing. Zoey showed me an eye-roll from behind the pantry door where the granola bars are. For me, what Mr. VanLeer said feels like a little piece of something caught in the arch of my shoe. I donât know what it is. Itâsnothing much. But it hits a tender spot every once in a while and I wish I could knock it out of there.
At the library, we choose the History Room. We sit on spindly wooden chairs and hook our ankles on the rungs. It is not the most comfortable room in the