to
tear Cassara’s ear from her head.
I pounded my way up to the third floor. As soon as I entered I
made my way to the window and placed her ear on the
windowsill. It was chilly in the room but I wanted to make sure
that my prize would be preserved because I had every intention
now of going back to London and I would make sure she knew it
was I that took one of her precious creations and rendered it
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incomplete as she had done to me.
As I lay my head down on the beaten old pillow that was left
on the cot I used for my bed, I wondered if that was her intention all along. If sending one of her recently made creations after me
would lure me back to her, what did she have in store for me?
Would she kill me right away or would she slowly take me apart
piece by piece?
I closed my eyes and even with as exhausted as I was, my
body refused to recharge itself. How could I have been so foolish
leaving without the book? I’m sure in it was some sort of care
instructions and here I was planning revenge on my maker while
slowly withering away. Grunting I rolled on my side. I could feel
myself becoming bitter and that would serve me no purpose. I
was losing myself in the thoughts that were now consuming me.
How could a rotting timepiece destroy something so solid and
real?
I jumped when I heard something small land on the floor. My
arm twitched slightly and continuously. I raised it so that I could see why it had taken on a sudden mind of its own. In the darkness, I peered at it but couldn’t figure out what the problem was until I pulled myself up to a seated position and angled it under the
moonlight. That’s when I saw it; one of the pieces that was used
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reached down to retrieve it and walked over to the window.
Examining the wound in my arm, I saw where it had come loose
from and tried to slide it back in, but without the proper tools, it kept sliding out. Now I would have to learn how to control my
arm or I would lose my life quickly against London.
I tossed the cog next to Cassara’s ear. Neither thing was of
use to me until I went back. Unless… I grabbed the ear and made
my way down to the first floor with a horrifying plot in mind.
Once I reached my destination I went directly to the table
where I had made my shirt with Morrison’s help scanning for any
tool that might be somewhat useful. I glanced around until I
found the rotary cutter that I had used that night and sat at the end of the table with the large sewing machine in front of me.
As I began my work I couldn’t help but feel a little sick. It’s
like the worst part of London was showing through me, but unlike
her I had to be extremely careful with my arm giving a random
almost constant twitch. What I did wasn’t perfect and what I did
wasn’t genius. What I did was done in a moment of desperation
thinking that I could complete just a little more of myself than she had done.
After the painstaking part of my plan was done, I retrieved a
needle and some thread and made my way back up to the third
floor with my possessions in hand. I put my materials on the
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windowsill and brought the mirror and cot over to that side of the room. I was going to have to work in the moonlight but if I
concentrated and was careful enough, I knew I could do it.
I took a deep breath and removed the patch that Jared had so
kindly given me. I stared at myself trying to decide if this was
worth going as far as London would. All that stared back at me
was an empty eye socket with wheels and cogs busily spinning
about inside showing through the gaps of skin she hadn’t
bothered to close.
Determination took over me.
With my shaky arm, I threaded the needle and grabbed the
pieces of skin I had removed from Cassara’s ear. Leaning into the
mirror I held a small piece above my eye and used my steady
hand to break my flesh stitching