shifted uncomfortably, as he did any time his years in Afghanistan came up among civilians. The top secret nature of virtually every blessed op heâd completed was so ingrained, it was hard to have a regular conversation with anyone outside of his team. âSpecial operations. Itâs not as glamorous as the media makes it out to be. I sweated a lot, got really dirty and learned how to survive in just about any conditions. Meanwhile, I followed orders and occasionally gave a few. And now Iâm home.â
Something flashed deep in her eyes and she reached out. Her palm landed on his bare forearm, just below the rolled-up sleeve of his work shirt. âIt doesnât sound glamorous. It sounds lonely.â
âIt was,â he mumbled before heâd realized it. Shouldnât have admitted that. It smacked of weakness.
âIâm sorry.â Her sympathy swept along his nerve endings, burying itself under his skin. The place sheâd always been.
The place heâd always let her be. Because she soothed him and eased his loneliness. Always had. Looked as if for all the things that had changed, that was one constant, and he latched on to it greedily.
âItâs over now.â
His arm still stretched across the back of the seat. The slightest shift nestled her deeper against him and a strand of her glossy hair fell against her cheek. He wasted no time capturing it between his fingers, brushing it aside, and then letting his fingers linger.
Their gazes met and held for an eternity. A wealth of emotions swirled in her eyes.
Her skin was smooth and warm under his touch. She tilted her face toward his fingers, just a fraction of a movement. Just enough to tell him she wasnât about to push him away.
He slid his fingers more firmly under her chin and lifted it. And then those amazing lips of hers were within claiming distance. So he claimed them.
Grace opened beneath his mouth with a gasp, sucking him under instantly. Their mouths aligned, fitting together so perfectly, as if sheâd been fashioned by the Almighty specifically for Kyle Wade. Heâd always thought that. How was that still true?
The kiss deepened without any help on his part. He couldnât have said his own name as something raw and elemental exploded in his chest. Grace . The feel of herâlike home and everything that was good in the world, blended together and infused into the essence of this woman.
He wanted more. And he couldnât have stopped himself from taking it.
Threading both hands through her hair, he cupped her head and changed the angle, plunging into the sensation. Taking her along with him. She moaned in her chest, and answering vibrations rocked his.
She clung to him, her hands gripping his shoulders as if she never wanted to let go. Which was great, because he didnât want her to.
Her sweet taste flowed across his tongue as he twined it with hers, greedily soaking up everything she was offering. It had been so long since heâd felt . Since heâd allowed himself to be so open. Hell, he hadnât allowed anything. Sheâd burrowed into his very core with nothing more than a kiss, and heâd had little to say about it.
And then she was gone. Ripped away.
She bolted from the rocker, her chest rising and falling as she hugged the split-pine railing surrounding the porch with her back. âIâm sorry. I shouldnât have done that.â
âBut you did.â Ruthlessly, he shut down all the things sheâd stirred up inside, since it appeared as if she wasnât up for seconds.
âI got caught up. That canât happen again.â
Her expression glittered with undisguised longing, and no, he hadnât imagined that sheâd welcomed his kiss. That sheâd leaned into his touch and begged for more. So why was she stopping?
âI heartily disagree.â He smiled, but it almost hurt to paint it on when his entire body was on fire. And