purpose. Sheâd been caught up in this crazy infatuation that seemed to grow more powerful with each minute she spent with Sam.
The truth was that sheâd never expected to feel this way about a man. Sheâd watched the rather cool relationship between her parents as sheâd grown up and considered that the norm. And then with Edward, there had always been a distance between them. Though they knew each other well, theyâd each kept a part of themselves away, behind the cover of propriety. Though their relationship had felt safe, it had never felt particularly complete.
Edward rarely teased her or joked around. He didnât look at her as if he might devour her at any moment. And sex was...perfunctory.
âPerfunctory,â Amelia muttered. She knew the meaning of the word, but sheâd never admitted that it perfectly summed up her sex life with Edward.
She couldnât remember a time when heâd just grab her and kiss her for no reason. Or laughed out loud at something she said. The things she found amusing, he found odd. The things she found interesting, he found insignificant. Sheâd nearly settled for a marriage that would have been nothing more than a legal agreement with a very bland man.
âBland man,â Amelia said, laughing softly. Why were all these things suddenly occurring to her now? When sheâd left Edward, it hadnât been to find some grand passion. Sheâd expected to be satisfied with her career...until Sam had stumbled into her life. Or rather, sheâd stumbled into his.
They made absolutely no sense together and yet he made her laugh. Such a simple thing, but it was something she couldnât imagine living without.
He also made her heart race and her pulse pound. When he touched her, she seemed to melt inside, the heat pooling in very specific spots. Amelia wanted to know how it would feel when he finally touched her everywhere.
She reminded herself that desire was just another form of control. And she wasnât sure she was strong enough to break that bond twice.
By the time she was ready to put the subject of sex with Sam aside, Amelia was thirty miles out of Millhaven, ready to hop on the I-90 to Boston. The guilt sheâd felt earlier was gone, leaving her with the uneasy feeling that rationalizing her actions came quicker than expected.
The bed was hers. She had no question on that matter. Abigail had given it to the museum. And for all she knew, Samâs claim to the bed was bogus. Why would Abigail agree to buy the bed and then just give it back later?
Still, heâd trusted her and sheâd betrayed him at the first available opportunity. Though they had battled over the bed, he didnât deserve that. Maybe she should have waited until theyâd come to some sort of understanding or agreement before taking off.
The sound of a siren caught her attention and she slowed, searching for the source in her rearview mirror. The patrol car was approaching at a fast speed and Amelia carefully veered onto the side, waiting for him to pass. But to her surprise, he pulled in behind her.
âOh, my God,â she murmured. Sam had called the police. Heâd had her license number from when sheâd registered at the inn! And sheâd stolen a very valuable and historical piece of furniture. Never mind that it was technically half hers. Ameliaâs heart raced as she brought the SUV to a stop. Maybe there was another reason heâd pulled her over. But her registration was up-to-date and sheâd made a complete stop at the entrance to the freeway. Just a routine stop, perhaps?
She glanced over at the passenger seat, searching for her purse. She panicked when it wasnât there, then realized it was on the backseat. She grabbed it.
It seemed to take hours before the highway patrolman got out of the car and approached her window. Amelia held her breath.
âLicense and registration,â he said.
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