Free Stepbrother With Benefits 17 (Third Season) by Mia Clark Page A

his offer, I guess. Ugh. The idea seems good at first, and then absolutely disgusting a fraction of a second later. Yes, it would maybe help me get Jake to remove the nude pictures of me from that website, but... it's Jake. Seriously, how gross would that be?
    I don't even know if that would make Ethan mad, either. He'd probably just think I'm an idiot. I would probably agree with him in that situation.
    Caleb? Except Caleb is far away. Also, I don't know if I could ever have sex with Caleb. He's nice and all, but I don't really... I don't know.
    How does anyone even have meaningless, casual sex?
    I don't know where these thoughts come from. It's not like I actually want to do any of them. I don't think this is the right answer, but my mind is trying to figure out what is the right answer. There's a solution somewhere in all of this, I just know it, but I can't seem to figure out what it is.
    "I think you should wait a little and calm down before you do anything you'll regret, but if you need help I'm here," Kevin says, smiling at me. He moves close and puts his arms around me, hugging me. "We can go grab a coffee sometime or something?"
    I hug him back without realizing it. It's just natural, isn't it? If you don't think about it, and if you don't realize what's going on, you hug someone back when they're hugging you. Usually you think about it, though.
    Now that I'm hugging him, I think about it. We're close. That's kind of what a hug is, so...
    We're close and I rest my head on Kevin's shoulder. It's nice. He seems nice. It's not like I'm trying to or anything, but my breasts press against his chest. The same chest I saw naked earlier this morning, and the one all the girls who just so happened to be in the coffee shop at the time saw when he went jogging past last year. It's quite a chest. Very nice to look at.
    Now I'm touching it. Sort of. I mean, we have clothes on. What would it be like without clothes on, though? What would it be like if Kevin and I were naked, our bodies pressed together, me laying on my back, him looming over me, his chest slowly lowering against mine, my nipples hard with excitement while his erection throbbed between my legs...
    Um...
    He lets me go and smiles. "I know we just met through Jacky, but you seem really nice, so definitely let me know if there's anything I can do to help, alright?"
    Meaningless, right? Um... casual? That's what I was thinking, at least. For revenge. Against Ethan.
    I don't know if that's the kind of person I am, though. I'm not really sure if I can do that.
    I feel like I need to do something, though. I don't know what yet. I just...
    "I..." I hesitate. "Actually, do you think you could help me with something back in my room quick? If you aren't too busy."
    I have an idea. Maybe it's a bad idea. Maybe it's the best idea. I'm not really sure. I'll figure it out soon.
    Just... just trust me, alright? I know what I'm doing.
    I think I do...

Ethan
    W hat are you supposed to do when it feels like your entire world is ending?
    I'm not even talking about zombies or anything like that. Because, really, I think I can handle zombies. I guess you never really know if you can handle zombies until you have zombies to handle, but I'd rather deal with some zombies than deal with what I'm dealing with right now.
    Maybe it's just me, but I always kind of feel like if the end of the world happens I'll be one of the survivors, you know? Yeah, so, not everyone can survive, but the idea is kind of exciting, just having the entire fucking world to yourself. I'm not greedy, either. I'll share. We can rebuild together and...
    Yeah, that's not this. I don't know if there's any rebuilding going on. How do you rebuild a relationship? I don't even fucking know. I barely know how to be in a relationship to begin with. I thought I was doing pretty fucking good, but... nah.
    I can't just lay here anymore. I can't just keep crying into my pillow. I don't think I've been crying for awhile now, but