us and see that a few members of the crew team have already begun to arrive for afternoon practice.
âThat means Iâm already late for soccer.â Max winces, hopping up. âI better go.â
âWait,â I say. âCan we meet back here afterward? I was thinking you could come with me to CDD.â
âBut I thought you already went?â Max looks confused as he loops his backpack over his shoulder.
âI did, and Iâm going back,â I say, standing up and swatting some dried leaves off my butt. âTonight.â
âI thought you said Petermann wouldnât see you?â Max asks, his tone a warning.
âI did say that . . .â I hesitate, studying a leaf as I break it into tiny pieces. âHe doesnât exactly know Iâm going to be there.â
Max tilts his head to one side. âWhat did you do, Alice?â
âWhy do you assume I did something?â I ask.
He shakes his head. âYou are terrible at taking no for an answer. How exactly do you plan to get in?â
âI may have stolen a key card?â I raise my hands on either side of my shoulders like, whoops .
Max just sighs.
âCome on,â I plead. âDonât make me go alone. All of this affects you, too.â
Max turns and starts walking away toward practice. âIâll think about it,â he calls back.
âFine,â I call after him. âBut just remember, if you donât come with me, who else is going to keep me out of trouble?â
Max turns and walks backward on his heels. âMaybe you should consider not getting into trouble in the first place.â He smiles. He looks like a heartthrob in an eighties high school movie.
âWhy would I consider that?â I yell after him. But heâs already gone, around the side of the boathouse, and I am left grinning, awake and happy for the first time in weeks.
9
Weâre Looking for Us
âMY LIFE IS basically lying in a pile in the corner with a pair of dirty socks on top,â Sophie says when she answers the phone.
âDo you ever just say hello?â I ask.
âRarely,â she replies. âAnyway, I failed my Spanish test and Zeke Davis is apparently dating Marla Martinelli. I see no other option but to move to Iceland. Or Greenland. Waitâwhich one is actually green? And why are you whispering?â
âBecause,â I hiss, holding my phone between my chin and shoulder as I clip my bike lock on. âI am sneaking into CDD tonight, potentially by myself, so if I get arrested or murdered, you will need to tell my dad what happened.â
âYou are really hard-up for friends, huh?â
âThereâs nobody Iâve quite reached the breaking-and-entering level with,â I say. Well, I bet Oliver would be up for it, but weâre really starting to become friends now. No need to ruin it by convincing him Iâm insane.
âAlice, I have been your best friend for a very long time, so I know the chances of you listening to me right now are basically a negative percentage, but are you sure you want to do this?â
âI have to, Soph. Petermann is hiding something, and Iâve got to figure out what. Especially now that I know Max remembers, too.â I can just make out the CDD building squatting in the distance, all dark except for blinking red alarm lights along its circular perimeter. It looks like an alien spacecraft, if the aliens had been turn-of-the-century architects. Or a giant statue of R2D2, the robot from Star Wars . I zip up my hoodie a little tighter.
âI still canât believe heâs not coming with you,â Sophie says. âAlso that heâs . . . you know. Real . Still pretty weirded out by that fact, if thatâs okay.â
âHe didnât say he wasnât coming,â I reply defensively. âHe just didnât say he was . Anyway, heâs not totally like the guy in my dreams. Although lately