Free I'm Nothing (The Family Book 2) by Sam Crescent

even kissed.
The first guy to show me any attention was some loser who was old enough to be
my dad. I’m not going to get any. I’m too fucking ugly, but I can get fucked
up.” She smiled at Tonio. “Are you going to take me to party?”
    “When you own a casino, and pretty much every
nightclub around, you can find ways of getting fucked up.”
    “Let’s go and get fucked up. This is what I want.” She
put the bottle down. “I’m ready.”
    “Are you sure? You don’t want to change into something
pretty?”
    Glancing down at her jeans and shirt, she shook her
head. “I don’t have anything pretty. This is it, buddy!”
    “Fine, fine.” Tonio turned toward his friends. “You
guys can see yourselves out, right?”
    She didn’t hear what was said as Tonio grabbed her
hand, leading her down toward the car. Zara was excited. She was finally going
to get to go out and party.
    “I can’t wait, this is amazing.”
    “How much have you had to drink?” he asked.
    “Not enough. Don’t start whining. You’ll kill my buzz,
and I love my buzz.” They entered the elevator, and she giggled. “Do you know,
I love it in movies where the guy presses her up against the wall.”
    “Seriously?”
    “Yeah. It’s so fucking hot, and he’s kissing her like
he can’t stand to not kiss her. It’s so hot, and I looove it.” She kept on
giggling. The scotch had really worked wonders on her body and her mind. “Have
you ever been kissed in an elevator?”
    “Nope, and I don’t intend to start now.” He pointed
toward a corner. “Someone is always watching. Always.”
    Zara gave the camera a wave. “Hello, Mr. Security.”
    Tonio laughed this time.
    The elevator opened, and the chance of snogging was
lost. Snogging? Wasn’t that what the
British called it? Her own thoughts were starting to entertain her.
    Tonio opened the car door for her.
    “Thank you, sir,” she said.
    Climbing into the passenger seat, she rested her head
back, waiting. Tonio climbed in, and they were off, out of the parking lot,
into the shiny world.
    “Your mom is pretty upset.”
    “I don’t care, Tonio. Keep whatever you know to
yourself. I’m more than happy to remain in the dark. Nothing good will come of
knowing what was going on in her head during the whole of that time.”
    “You don’t think you’re being a little unfair?”
    “Being the good daughter has taken priority over most
of my life. Good grades, no boys, nothing. It sucks. I’ve not been to any
parties, and I’ve already said all of this. No, it’s not fair, but you know
what, I don’t care. Mom and Dad got me into this mess, and for once, they can
just pretend I don’t exist. I want to have fun!” She slammed her hands on the
car seat. “Is that too much to ask?”
    “No, it’s not.”
    “Did you go to parties?” she asked.
    “Yes. I’ve gone to parties.”
    “Have you fucked a lot of girls?”
    “Yes, I have.”
    “Do you really think I’m pretty?” she asked.
    “You’re just full of questions.”
    She shrugged. “You’ve got to be full of something, and
today, I feel like having fun, but you keep asking questions. I’d like to have
a lot of fun rather than just talk about it.”
    “We’re going. We’re heading toward fun.”
    “Goody.” She rubbed her hands together. In the back of
her mind she knew this wasn’t going to help her. Once she had her fun
everything was going to be the same. Nothing had changed. In fact, her life
seemed to have gotten a whole lot worse, but for once, all she wanted to do was
to forget everything else.
    They parked in another underground parking.
    “Where are we?” Zara asked.
    “You wanted to have fun. To have fun at eleven in the
morning, you’ve got to find the right places. Lucky for you, I know them.” He
parked his car, and climbed out.
    Zara did the same, rounding the car with him. She
heard the heavy beat of the music, and they were once again in an elevator.
    “What you are about to see must be