himselfâthe thing she most wanted.
Okay, so that part isnât true. Of all the ways Nate and Henry are alike, thatâs the strongest.
Donât forget about their feelings for you.
Shut up, Azra.
Henry opens then closes his mouth. Heâs taken it all inâwell, all but one thing. And so he says for the fourth time, âBut a male Jinn? How do you know you can trust him?â
Same way I knew I could trust you.
To my unhelpful shrug, he says, âJust be careful, Azra.â
âWhen am I not careful?â
âYeah, I donât think we have enough time before the sun sets to cover that.â
Down on the field, Nate catches a ball with something that looks like an old mop and raises his head to make sure Iâm watching. I am, and so is Henry. I cringe, not wanting Henry to move away with things weird between us. When he told me New Hampshire was happening, he said maybe it was a good thingâmaybe itâd be easier for me to be there for Nate without having to worry about him.
Am I horrible for starting to think he was right?
âOne of your texts said something happened with Laila?â Henry says.
âNot something. Me.â
And the answer is: yes. I am horrible for contemplating for even a second that Henry was right. Because when I tell Henry how I stole Lailaâs locket, vowed for weeks to return it to her, and then, simply, for no real reason other than cowardliness, laziness, and a preoccupation with other things, didnât, which led to her finding it all on her own and realizing how Iâd lied to her, Henry does what a best friend is supposed to do.
âSheâll forgive you,â he says. âSheâll want you in her life in whatever way she can.â
Itâs not just the Laila sin Henryâs absolving me of.
âIâm going to miss you,â I say.
âYou better.â
But why should I have to? Why canât I help him stay? My mind control opens a whole world of ways I could help him and his family stay.
I drum my long fingernails against the cold bleachers. Heâs going to say no like he has before. I know it. But I still have to try one last time.
âIâm not on probation anymore.â I wiggle my wrist to draw his attention to the silver bangle he knows Iâm wearing. He was there when my probation was lifted and the bronze bangle meant to restrict my use of magic save for the granting of wishes was replaced with this one. Heâs well aware of my ability to use magic to help his family. And Iâm well aware of him refusing to let me.
âI could whip out the help wanteds,â I say. âSee what I can do about getting your dad a job somewhere that doesnât require you to wear hiking boots and plaid all the time.â
âMassachusetts snob.â
âIs that a yes?â
âHow does that sound like a yes?â
âThe lack of an n and an o .â
Henry points to his face and his overexaggerated âN-O.â
I want to fight him on this, but I know heâs right. I canât pretend there arenât consequences for defying the Afrit anymore. And doing magic for a human, especially with that humanâs knowledge, is the biggest defiance there is.
âItâs too late anyway,â he says, running his hand through his haphazard hair, longer than it used to be and getting even longer. âRenters are moving in this week.â
I sigh a long, hard sigh. âThatâs it, then.â
âItâs not like Iâm moving to Guam. Which wouldnât matter anyway since you can blink your eyes and magically appear anywhere you want.â
âThatâs not how we do it, you know.â
âThe point is, weâll see each other.â
âAs much as weâve been texting?â
His gaze zeroes in on the metal bleachers his foot now taps against.
Weâre finally getting to it. The reason he hasnât been texting back, the reason