your edgy side? Because I think heâd handle it fine.â
âHmm, exactly what I was going for,â she said, pivoting one last time, a sly grin crossing her face.
âOkay, how about this one,â Jazz said, slinking out of the dressing room in a red cocktail dress with an A-line skirt.
âJasmine Ka-Day-amâthat is . . .â
âStunning,â Wren finished.
âNo, come on, better than the white one?â
She stood before the mirror, lifting out the skirt a bit and then letting it swish back into place. The color complimented her bronze skin and dark hair in a way that made her look lit-up. Not sure how she pulled it off, but she looked sexy and modest at the same time.
âThe other one was nice, but this is, wow,â I said, stepping back to take in the dress again.
âThatâs just it, I think it might be too special,â she said, turning to the side. âItâs not like itâs prom or anything. Just a dance with someone I barely know.â
âNo, this is the dress that Logan is going to see you in and forget why heâs there with Darby,â Wren said.
âAre you bummed that youâre going with Kyle?â I asked.
She crossed her arms and leaned against the wall. âNo, Iâm happy Iâm going with him, I guess. Heâs cute, nice, can carry on a conversation, but heâs, well, I already know I donât want to like, hook up with him, and shouldnât that be part of a dance? Shouldnât you want to kiss your date? I mean if it happens, great, but Iâm thinking more about Logan. It doesnât feel right.â
âYouâre putting too much importance on what things should be like,â I said, popping back into my dressing room to try on my next choiceâa strapless black-and-white brocade dress with a high/low illusion hemline. I fumbled with the zipper for a moment, then went back out to the mirror.
Wren clapped. âNow that is you.â
âAbsolutely.â Jazz grinned.
âYep, I think this is it,â I said, twirling. The dress showed off my legs, which were seriously toned from months of crescent lunges and downward dogs. I pulled both Wren and Jazz next to me and we struck a vampy pose. The saleslady breezed in to collect the clothes off the reject rack.
âHow are you girlsâ Ooh, so pretty,â she said. âWhatâs the occasion?â
We stepped away from each other, giggling.
âOh, umâSadie Hawkins Dance,â I said.
âFun. I have to say that red dress is lovely. Didnât seem like much on the hanger, but on you itâs really -- smashing. Let me know if you girls need anything else.â She darted out of the dressing room with clothes draped over her arm.
âSee?â I said. âEven the saleslady thinks you look smashing .â
âSheâs not exactly impartial.â Jazz checked out the price tag near her armpit. âAnd hey, look, all of my birthday money and a monthâs worth of working for my mom just for whatâs pretty much a practice date.â
âOkay, youâve got to stop thisâso what if youâre not in love with this guy? We all canât be Wren and Gray.â
They both gave me quizzical looks.
âArenât you in love with Zach?â Jazz asked.
I laughed, but when neither of them joined in, I stopped.
âNo, Iâm not,â I said. It felt strange to be declaring it out loud in front of a three-way mirrorâendless images of me saying the same thing. âI mean, I like him a lotâ we have fun and all, but do I think this is love? Hell-to-the-no, but Iâm not hung up on it. Neither is he.â
My little speech was met with an uncomfortable silence. Was it really so awful that I felt that way? Wren checked her butt out in the mirror again. Jazz looked at the floor.
âI just donât know if I can do that. Be all casual,â she