Free The Rise of David Levinsky by Abraham Cahan

him, they all, with one exception, liked him. The exception was a middle-aged little Talmudist with a tough little beard who held everybody in terror by his violent temper and pugnacity. He was a pious man, but his piety never manifested itself with such genuine fervor as when he exposed the impiety of others. He was forever picking quarrels, forever challenging people to debate with him, forever offering to show that their interpretation of this passage or that was all wrong. The sound of his acrimonious voice or venomous laughter grated on Reb Sender’s nerves, but he bore him absolutely no ill-will. Nor did he ever utter a word of condemnation concerning a certain other scholar, an inveterate tale-bearer and gossip-monger, though a good-natured fellow, who not infrequently sought to embroil him with some of his warmest friends.
    One Talmudist, a corpulent old man whose seat was next to Reb Sender’s, was more inclined to chat than to study. Now and again he would break in upon my friend’s reading with some piece of gossip; and the piteous air with which Reb Sender would listen to him, casting yearning glances at his book as he did so, was as touching as it was amusing.
     
    My mother usually brought my dinner to the synagogue. She would make her entrance softly, so as to take me by surprise while I was absorbed in my studies. It did her heart good to see me read the holy book. As a result, I was never so diligent as I was at the hour when I expected her arrival with the dinner-pot. Very often I discovered her tiptoeing in or standing at a distance and watching me admiringly. Then I would take to singing and swaying to and fro with great gusto. She often encountered Reb Sender’s wife at the synagogue. They did not take to each other.
    On one occasion my mother found Reb Sender’s daughter at the house of prayer. Having her father’s figure and features, the girl was anything but prepossessing. My mother surveyed her from head to foot.
    That evening when I was eating my supper at home my mother said:
    “Look here, Davie. I want you to understand that Reb Sender’s wife is up to some scheme about you. She wants you to marry that monkey of hers. That’s what she is after.”
    I was not quite fifteen.
    “Leave me alone,” I retorted, coloring.
    “Never mind blushing. It is she who tells Reb Sender to be so good to you. The foxy thing! She thinks I don’t see through her. That scarecrow of a girl is old enough to be your mother, and she has not a penny to her marriage portion, either. A fine match for a boy like you! Why, you can get the best girl in town.”
    She said it aloud, by way of flaunting my future before our room-mates. Two of the three families who shared the room with us, by the way, were the same as when I was a little boy. Moving was a rare event in the life of the average Antomir family.
    Red Esther was still there. She was one of those who heard my mother’s boastful warning to me. She grinned. After a little, as I was crossing the room, she sang out with a giggle:
    “Bridegroom!”
    “I’ll break your bones,” I returned, pausing.
    She stuck out her tongue at me.
    I still hated her, but, somehow, she did not seem to be the same as she had been before. The new lines that were developing in her growing little figure, and more particularly her own consciousness of them, were not lost upon me. A new element was stealing into my rancor for her—a feeling of forbidden curiosity. At night, when I lay in bed, before falling asleep, I would be alive to the fact that she was sleeping in the same room, only a few feet from me. Sometimes I would conjure up the days of our childhood when Red Esther caused me to “sin” against my will, whereupon I would try to imagine the same scenes, but with the present fifteen-year-old Esther in place of the five-year-old one of yore.
    The word “girl” had acquired a novel sound for me, one full of disquieting charm. The same was true of such words as