the time. If Connor or Eli had been here, they wouldâve done the same thing.â
âYou arenât Connor and Eli,â she bit out.
âNo,â he said. âBut Iâm something. And Iâm not going to apologize for being mad about a guy talking to you that way.â
âMaybe I wanted him to talk to me that way.â She hadnât.
âThen raise your standards.â
âAs high as yours?â she asked.
âAt least I know what Iâm doing. Youâre like a...lamb being led to the slaughter.â
She laughed, an outright guffaw, in spite of the fact that she found very little about this funny. She was attracted to Jack, she had just caused a major scene in Aceâs, and now this. âDoes anything about me look adorable and woolly? I didnât think so. Iâm like a...a bobcat. Iâm not a lamb.â
âI thought you were a badger.â
âThat is beside the point. Maybe Iâm a badger-cat. Anyway, the point is I donât need you to take care of me.â
âMaybe not. But Iâm not going to stand there while he says things like that to you.â
âWhy not? Why do you care?â
Her words hung in the silence, resting on the mist. And she wished they would just go away, because they felt exposing. And he was looking at her, making her heart beat faster, making her stomach seize up. Now that she knew, it didnât seem so irritating. It seemed like something else entirely.
Her shower the other day, the way her skin had felt so sensitive, the way Jack had flashed through her mind, rose up to the top of her thoughts. She nearly choked on her embarrassment then and there.
But she didnât say anything. She didnât back down.
âBecause I could tell he was asking for things you werenât ready for,â he said, his voice muted now.
âYou donât know what Iâm ready for.â She forced the words out, her throat scratchy and dry.
He took a deep breath, lifting his head, his expression concealed by shadow. âI guess not. But Iâm going to go ahead and assume based on knowing you and the way you were flirting that you donât have a whole lot of experience.â
Heat flooded her face. âI donât really want to talk about this with you.â
âWhy not? As we have established,â he said, his voice lowering slightly, âI am not your brother.â
A shiver ran down her spine and settled in her stomach, leaving it feeling jittery and uncomfortable. âRight. Thatâs been well established.â
He looked pained. âI mean, look, you could maybe...talk to Sadie about this? Or Liss?â
âIâm not looking for advice,â she said. âAnyway, Liss feels like crap, Sadieâs busy, and they would both rat me out to my brothers, who would... It doesnât bear thinking about.â
âRight.â
âAnd Iâm good at flirting, Jack.â
âYouâre not.â
âYes, I am. I could have closed the deal with him. All I had to do was shove my boobs in his face and he was good to go. Itâs not like itâs hard. I mean, I didnât really expect for him to say...all that. But itâs not like I repelled him.â
âThatâs not how you flirt. That is how you get...not a date. You get something else. And really, what you did had less to do with it than...just the guy you were talking to. You have to understand some guys are just after one thing. You have no idea what youâre doing.â
The air felt thick between them, and she couldnât blame it on the fog. It was just like earlier, when he dropped her at the bar. When she reached out and grabbed his chin, his stubble rough beneath her skin, so undeniably masculine, so undeniably
something
sheâd never felt before.
Damn him, he was right about her experience. Or lack of it.
Sheâd never even been kissed. Which put Chadâs offer firmly in