didnât need to be told to lie down. Sighing heavily, he plotzed right next to the rabbiâs chair, showing his innate respect for such obvious authority. I reached into my pocket and drew out the copy of Lisaâs suicide note and the samples of her known handwriting the rabbiâs message had asked me to bring along, letters I had found in the briefcase her mother had given me what seemed like a hundred years ago, in Sea Gate.
He pushed his glasses up onto his forehead and into that mess of curls and brought Lisaâs note up close to his face. I thought he was speaking to me, but realized he was hummingâBachâs Sonata no. 1, if memory serves. He studied the three words for a very long time. Then he carefully placed the copy down on the table, smoothed it flat with both hands, and looked at it some more.
Next he picked up one of Lisaâs letters. These had been written to her mother and father, and so, like anyone elseâs letters home, they were fairly egocentric, bland, and reassuringly cheerful. But it wasnât the content that the rabbi was studying. For him, the writing itself was the message. What Iâd remembered hearing was that a Rabbi Zuckerman on Eldridge Street had a passion for graphology, that heâd been studying handwriting and the things it revealed about character for thirty or so years.
âSuicide, you said, yes?â
I nodded.
He began to hum again, this time keeping time with his foot tapping away on the threadbare carpet. By now five letters were spread out in front of him. He studied them and nodded.
âSu-i-cide,â he said. âHmmph.â
âRabbi Zuckerman, I was wondering if youââ
âShah,â he said. With one hand he reached up and brought his glasses back down to rest on his nose. He got up, causing Dash to momentarily lift his head, and disappeared into the kitchen. I could hear the water running. So could Dashiell, who got up and followed him. A moment later I could hear the sound of one dog drinking, considerably louder than the sound of one hand clapping.
The rabbi returned with two jelly jar glasses, which he placed on the table. He bent and opened the server at the wall behind the head of the table, taking out a bottle of sherry. As he poured, he hummed. Then, handing me one of the glasses, he said, â So .â
âRabbi Zuckerman,â I started again, âI was wondering if you could tell if the same person, if Lisa Jacobs, who wrote the letters, also wrote the suicide note. I realize that the note only has three words, well, two and a signature, butââ
âThereâs a lot of energy in her writing. Strength of body, strength of mind. A remarkable woman. Remarkable.â
He took a sip of sherry.
So did I. When in Rome, so to speak.
âAmbition. Optimism. Self-control.â
âButââ
Dashiell had remained in the kitchen. I could hear his tags as he flopped over onto his side on the no-doubt-cooler kitchen floor.
âThe hand holds the pen,â the rabbi said, âbut the brain controls the hand. Thus the writing reveals character.â
He picked up one of the letters and pushed his glasses back up onto the crown of his head.
âYou have never before used the clues from handwriting in your detective work?â
âNo, never.â
âBut you are hoping for a definitive answer. She did. She didnât. If she didnât, who did?â
âNo, not that much.â
He took a sip of sherry.
âRabbi Zuckerman, Lisaâs parentsââ
âYes, I know,â he said. âI can see from her letters. For the parents, there is no more sun to rise in the morning. The world is now dark for them. So, Rachel, what do you hope to give them?â
âWhat they asked me for,â I said. âSome understanding of why.â
He nodded.
I waited.
The rabbi hummed.
âThis young woman,â he finally said, âthe woman