faster. Harder. I want to break the
window and get in there. Get on my knees and lap up every little droplet of
sweetness that ’ s coming
from her body right now.
“ Fuck, ” I growl.
I don ’ t
know how much more I can take.
Jade falls all the way back on her
bed now. She brings up her left leg and lifts herself, turning a little to the
right, offering my eyes even more. Her pinky spills out of the side of her
panties, her pointer, middle, and ringer finger doing all the work. Rubbing
those tender folds of hers. Maybe her middle finger flicking at her clit.
Jesus Christ, I ’ m going to shoot a load
in my pants.
I keep watching and Jade works it
even more. Not only is she thrusting at her own touch, her left hand touches
her chest. She cups her breast over her shirt and arches her back. Her hand
slowly moves down her body and touches the bottom of her shirt.
This is fucking wild.
This chick is a dork. She ’ s too smart for this. She ’ s quiet, stays to herself, and
is the joke of a lot of guys on campus. They ’ d
talk about fucking her. They ’ d
wonder if she ever put out before. If she ’ s
ever stroked a cock, sucked a cock, or maybe if she was like a closet lesbian
or some shit. I can attest to everything of that though.
But to watch her touch herself like
this … just fuck.
Jade ’ s
hand is up her shirt. Her hand moves over her breast and now all I can see is
her hand pushing against her shirt as she massages herself.
I ’ m
done. I can ’ t take anymore
of this. I ’ m either going
to come in pants, jerk off, or just slam my head off the window to get inside.
I slowly walk backwards on the roof
and climb back into my room. I shut the window and turn around. My body is on
goddamn fire and I need to fuck someone. That ’ s
all that will fix the urges inside me right now. There ’ s nothing else I can do.
Except smoke.
And drink.
Then , fuck …
I shut my eyes. I reach into my
pocket and fetch another smoke. I put it between my lips, but it ’ s not doing a thing for me. It
won ’ t fix what my eyes have
seen and my memory is fixated on. That innocent, rich princess girl right next
door. A chick that I guess is my stepsister right now. All the temptation of
her body making me shake with a sexual fury.
I never hold back. It ’ s not my nature. If you don ’ t want to fuck, then I walk
away. Yet here I am in a goddamn bedroom that ’ s
fucking fake, with a smoke in my mouth, unlit, my eyes glued to the door.
I literally spit the cigarette from
my mouth and charge at the door. I ’ m
not going to let this shit go. I ’ m
not going to be some kind of fucking good boy for anyone. And I ’ m not going to let Jade lie on
her bed and finger herself.
I leave the room and walk to her
door. I touch the doorknob and know it has to be locked. What kind of fool
would leave it unlocked when they were two fingers deep in themselves?
The doorknob turns … my stepsister is that kind
of fool …
I close my eyes for a second and
shake my head. The whole step thing needs to go from my mind. And it
needs to stop turning me on and tempting me more.
I open the door and step into the
room.
Jade quickly sits up and looks at
me. It takes her another two seconds to pull her hand from her panties. Her
shirts comes down to her legs, leaving my fists balled up.
“ What
the fuck are you doing? ” I
ask.
“ What
the fuck are you doing in here? ” she asks.
Her head sways a little. Her eyes
trying to focus. She ’ s high
on booze and touching herself. She ’ s
a deadly dream for me.
“ Heard
a noise, ” I say. “ Thought you were hurt or upset.
I guess not. ”
“ Get
the …”
I see the look in her eye. The same
look from the night we fucked. I shut the door behind me. I ’ m in her room. Her father and my
mother are downstairs. The entire situation is a complete mess and so wrong.
But the look of Jade ’ s long legs is killing me.
I approach the bed and stand before
her.
“ Jake