away with not paying the toll. He look like he a law-abiding citizen. That what you are, boy?â
âIâm just lost.â Ryder felt stupid and weak. âIâm looking for where the visiting team buses go.â
Orange laughed. âLost boy.â
Ryder wanted desperately to share his secret with them because he felt that if he did, they would let him go, a lost boy looking for the father he never met? These boys looked like they could be missing a father or two among them.
Snick.
The gleam of a switchblade startled him. Ryderâs knees started to tremble. âWhat do you want?â
âWhat you got?â Orange asked.
Attack Dog leered at him and parted open his coat with one hand. Jammed into the waist of his jeans was the handle of his own knife.
Ryder felt tears start to stream down his cheeks as he dug into his pockets and turned them all inside out. The baseball plunked to the sidewalk, then the money and the note Mr. Starr had given him fluttered to the ground.
âAww, donât you go cryinâ. What are you, a baby?â Orange looked truly disgusted as he snatched up the money, the baseball, and the note. âItâs just a toll. Your mommyâs gonna get you a pennant anyway. I see it every time.â
âMy mom is in the hospital.â Ryder sniffed. Shame and terror burned his face.
âYour dad, then.â Attack Dog let his coat fall back into place and he poked Ryder in the shoulder. âHow old you?â
âTwelve. I have no dad.â
âWho you with, boy?â asked one of the kids behind him. It was Buddha.
Ryder shrugged. âIâm not. I took the subway. Iâm trying to get an autograph from some of the Braves.â
âThe Braves. â Behind him, Buddha snorted. âNo wonder youâre lost. This is New York, boy. What do you want a Braves autograph for?â
âIâm related to one of them.â Ryder spoke softly and decided not to say Thomas Trent was his dad. âHeâs a relief pitcher.â
âSure. Like a cousin?â Attack Dog brightened and put a thumb in his own chest. âMy cousin is Rihanna.â
âYour cousinâs not Rihanna, dip head.â Orange glared.
âAnd his cousin isnât a Brave, thatâs what Iâm sayinâ.â Attack Dog scowled at Ryder. âWho told you that?â
âA friend . . . of my family.â
âWhatâs this?â Orange held up the note Mr. Starr had written and unfolded it.
Ryder couldnât speak. The note would tell these boys everything, and the shame made him sick to his stomach.
âWhatâs this?â Orange growled at Ryder now.
âItâs a note to my cousin inviting him to stop by if he wants.â
âWhat, you think you live someplace fancy? Please, boy, youâre just like us.â Orange threw the note at Ryder and pointed at his shoes. âLook at those kicks you got.â
Ryder looked down at faded gray Starters.
Attack Dog laughed. âWhatâd they cost? Five bucks at the Sav-Mart? You live in some hole anâ youâre inviting a major league player to your place? Thatâs crazy.â
âLook at this ball.â Buddha tossed it up and snatched it in the air. âThing is yellow as snot. Here. We donât need this.â
Ryder took the ball and jammed it back into his coat pocket. âCan you guys just let me go?â
Orange shrugged. âWe never stopped you in the first place.â
The two who had been behind him parted now and stood on either side of him. Ryder picked up the note, turned slowly, and began to walk away. When he looked back he saw them staring, and he took off at a full sprint, running hard, awayfrom the cackle of laughter until he reached River Avenue and bumped square into a cop.
âWhoa. Where you going?â The cop scowled at him harder than the thieves.
âJust . . .â Ryder did a quick