couldnât wait to be there with him. Thatâs the only reason you chose Webster. For Jamison!â
Virginia flushed. âI admit I want to be with Jamison. Whatâs wrong about that? But it wasnât so I could keep my eye on him. Jamison doesnât need . . .â
But Jenny âhahedâ again in a very loud voice and tossed her red hair. âYou donât think there are other girls after him? I would be if I were there.â
Truthfully, Virginia had never entertained the thought before. Of course there would be other girls after him. Jamison was a very attractive young man.
âJamison wouldnât . . .â
Jennyâs âhahâ was accompanied this time with a loud, brassy laugh.
Virginia, too, tossed her head. âHe told me heâs much too busy with football to even think about social things. Heâs been worried how we would find time to be together when I got there.â
Jenny swore and exclaimed, âIâd dump a guy who thought more of his football than he did of me.â
âItâs not that.â
Jenny cocked her head to one side and gave Virginia a knowing look. âNo?â
âNo, it isnât. Itâs just that itâs very important that he do well. If he wants a career as a player, then he has to give football his full attention right now. Itâs not that heâs forgotten me. He writes. . . .â
Jenny gave a dismissive sniff, so Virginia let the words trail off. Jenny could never be convinced of anything once she had made up her mind. But then Jenny surprised her by completely changing her tone.
âIâm sorry, Virginia. Really sorry. It would have been good for you to get away and find out what the world is really about. Have a little fun. Learn to live a little. You are so . . . so staid and . . . and responsible.â
Jenny spat out the last word as though it were something disgraceful. Virginia could feel her hackles rising again. âI wasnât planning to let college change that, Jenny,â she threw at her friend.
Jenny gave her a long, hard look. âThen you have completely missed the point of what college is all about, Virginia,â she said scathingly and turned and walked away.
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It was the hardest letter Virginia had ever written, but she had to let Jamison know she would not be joining him for the fall term.
In his own letters, Jamison always asked about Clara and the new baby, so Virginia was confident that he shared her concern, at least as far as he was able, being so far away and so busy with his job and football. She was sure he would understand her decision, would even support her in making the choice to stay to help her mother. Yet it would be disappointing to him, just as it was to her. He had to know immediately so he could make the difficult mental and emotional adjustments before classes started.
It was hard to strike a proper balance in her letter. Hard to let him know her deep disappointment without making it sound like she felt herself a martyr for making the decision that she had. She didnât want him to believe that she was thinking, Poor little meâIâm giving up so much to be a good little girl. Yet she did not want him to think that she didnât feel deep sorrow over more long months apart.
Virginia wrote and tore up four copies before she was satisfied that the words on the pages properly conveyed her feelings without sounding maudlin.
She delivered the letter to the post office herself and slipped the envelope into the letter slot. Inwardly she worried about what her missive would do to Jamison. It was not just her plans she was disturbing. It was his plan, as well. In fact, he was the one who had chosen the college he felt to be right for both of them.
Virginia felt very close to tears again as she made her way back home to the stack of baby laundry.
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Jenny was bubbling with enthusiasm, as if they had not