small, square bedroom, Tony Hadley gazed down impassively from the wall at the familiar scene.
âHey you. Language. Audrey, huv you been at her stuff again?â Anne had her hands on her hips like a contemporary
Maw Broon.
âNiver touched it,â bubbled Audrey, feeling her scalp and repeatedly investigating her hand for incriminating evidence of her own blood.
â
Liar
!â Lizzie screeched. She made a grab for Audrey again, but Anne had positioned herself between the girls.
âYou, awaâ intae the livinâ room.â Audrey didnât need a second invitation. Anne turned to Lizzie, pushing the door closed behind her. âWhitâs up wiâ ye? Itâs yer party tonight anâ ye look bloody miserable. Everybodyâs been on flaminâ eggshells wiâ ye aw week. Whitâs goinâ on?â
âItâs nothinâ aâright. Just leave it, Mam,â said Lizzie.
Anne smiled.
âWhit?â asked Lizzie.
âAh just like it when ye call me
Mam
.â It hadnât always been like this, but after a difficult couple of years, this last twelve months hadseen them become more familiar with each other.
âYeâve earnt
that
, ah suppose.â Lizzie smiled briefly, then turned away to conceal it. She was still angry with Audrey.
âThanks ⦠ah think,â said Anne.
âWell, itâs no like yeâve had tae compete wiâ the auld yin,â said Lizzie.
Frankâs previous wife, Isa, had up and left. If she had died, Anne might have had some memory to contend with. As it was, while Lizzie and her siblings hadnât exactly made life easy for her at the beginning, it was obvious their father couldnât look after them all by himself. As Lizzie saw it, without Anne, theyâd have been on the phone to Esther Rantzen every week.
For her part, Anne had known taking on a man like Frank â set in his ways and with four headstrong kids â wasnât going to be a walk in the park. She smiled at Lizzie. âIt wouldâve been a lot harder if you ⦠well, ye ken whit ah mean.â
âJust keep him oot the bookies anâ weâll aw be happy,â said Lizzie.
âHeâs just goinâ through a bad patch. Heâs got too much time on his hands, anâ nothinâ tae dae. Ken, he says tae me the other night, aw serious tae ⦠âWhit age dae ye have to be tae get oan a Youth Opportunities Scheme?â Ye shouldnae laugh, but Christ, heâs nearly forty!â
âNaw, yer right, Mam ⦠ye
shouldnae
laugh. Heâs fritterinâ away and jist dyinâ ae apathy. Three million folk ⦠Jesus, whit a waste of life. If only they aw realised that ye could start a revolution wiâ they numbers. But then, the three-thirty at Cheltenham always gets in the way anâ diverts their attention.â Lizzie looked she was going to cry. Anne moved closer and touched Lizzieâs arm. âAhâm fine,â said Lizzie.
âListen, Lizzie, there was somethinâ ah wanted tae tell â¦â
â
Shit
!â Lizzie interrupted.
âWhit â¦? Whitâve ye done?â
âAch, ahâve just broken a bloody nail. Been ages paintinâ them anaw. Shit!â Lizzie was annoyed again.
âYe sure youâre aâright? Time ae the month?â enquired Anne.
âAye, but itâs no that. Itâs just gettinâ a bit claustrophobic in here⦠sharinâ a room wiâ
her
anâ Linda,â sighed Lizzie.
Anne gulped. âAre ye worried itâs noâ gonnae go well tonight? Youâve got loadsa folk cominâ. Thisâll just be nerves, eh?â Anne had her arm around Lizzie.
âAye, probably right. Ahâll snap oot of it once ahâve hud a wee voddy,â said Lizzie.
âYer first legal drink, eh! Ye excited?â
There was a pause after Anne said this, and then both women laughed