Free Dark Companions by Ramsey Campbell Page A

that she’d done today.

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    Somewhere above you can hear your wife and the young man talking. You strain yourself upwards, your muscles trembling like water, and manage to shift your unsteady balance onto the next stair.
    They must think he finished you. They haven’t even bothered to close the cellar door, and it’s the trickle of flickering light through the crack that you’re striving towards. Anyone else but you would be dead. He must have dragged you from the laboratory and thrown you down the stairs into the cellar, where you regained consciousness on the dusty stone. Your left cheek still feels like a rigid plate, slipped into your flesh where it struck the floor. You rest on the stair you’ve reached and listen.
    They’re silent now. It must be night, since they’ve lit the hall lamp whose flame is peeking into the cellar. They can’t intend to leave the house until tomorrow, if at all. You can only guess what they’re doing now, alone in the house. Your numb lips crack again as you grin. Let them enjoy themselves while they can.
    He didn’t leave you many muscles you can use; it was a thorough job. No wonder they feel safe. Now you have to concentrate yourself in those muscles that still function. Swaying, you manage to raise yourself momentarily to a position where you can grip the next higher stair. You clench on your advantage. Then, pushing with muscles you’d almost forgotten you had, you manage to lever yourself one step higher.
    You manoeuvre yourself until you’re sitting upright. There’s less risk that way of your losing your balance for a moment and rolling all the way down to the cellar floor, where you began climbing hours ago. Then you rest. Only six more stairs.
    You wonder again how they met. Of course you should have known that it was going on, but your work was your wife and you couldn’t spare the time to watch over the woman you’d married. You should have realised that when she went to the village she would meet people and mightn’t be as silent as at home. But her room might have been as far from yours as the village is from the house: you gave little thought to the people in either.
    Not that you blame yourself. When you met her—in the town where you attended the University—you’d thought she understood how important your work was. It wasn’t as if you’d intended to trick her. It was only when she tried to seduce you from your work, both for her own gratification and because she was afraid of it, that you barred her from your companionship by silence.
    You can hear their voices again. They’re on the upper floor. You don’t know whether they’re celebrating or comforting each other as guilt settles on them. It doesn’t matter. So long as he didn’t close the laboratory door when he returned from the cellar. If it’s closed you’ll never be able to open it. And if you can’t get into the laboratory he’s killed you after all. You raise yourself, your muscles shuddering with the effort, your cheeks chafing against the wooden stair. You won’t relax until you can see the laboratory door.
    You’re reaching for the top stair when you slip. Your chin comes down on it and slides back. You grip the stair with your jaws, feeling splinters lodge between your teeth. Your neck scrapes the lower stair, but it has lost all feeling save an ache fading slowly into dullness. Only your jaws are preventing you from falling back where you started, and they’re throbbing as if nails are being driven into the hinges with measured strokes. You close them tighter, pounding with pain, then you overbalance yourself onto the top stair. You teeter for a moment, then you’re secure.
    But you don’t rest yet. You edge yourself forward and sit up so that you can peer out of the cellar. The outline of the laboratory door billows slightly as the lamp flickers. It occurs to you that they’ve lit the lamp because she’s terrified of you, lying dead beyond the main staircase