like to tell me.â
Sunshine from the leaded-glass entry sidelights shone in her eyes, picking out the gold flecks in her moss-green irises. Feeling a sudden need for an emotional, as well as physical, distance if he wanted to keep himself from doing something theyâd both regret, he said flatly, âIt was the conversation I had with the police about Jared. I was thinking about the lead detective, whoâs a donut-eating lard-ass too lazy to look at anyone else when heâs got a nice, convenient scapegoat in your brother.â
That gave him the distance he wanted, but seeing the humor wiped from her face gave him no satisfaction. On the contrary, the strained worry he was responsible for putting in its place made him feel like a school-yard bully. Pulling his hands from his pockets, he leaned toward her.
Only to watch her back snap poker-straight and her expression smooth out into the bland aloofness he hated. It should have put his back up. Instead her words played back in his head. I suppose, though, that itâs just as much a way for you to keep your feelings to yourself as it is for me.
Shit.
He reached for her hand. âCome on.â Tugging it gently,he led her down the hallway toward the office sheâd assigned for his use. âLetâs go sit down and talk about it.â
A moment later he seated her in the chair facing his desk, then circled it to take his own. âCan I have Mary bring you anything? Some iced tea, maybe? Something stronger?â He wasnât exactly accustomed to summoning servants, but heâd been the housekeeperâs golden boy since heâd questioned her and the rest of the help yesterday, so what the hell. Might as well take advantage. No one understood better that he was likely to drop out of favor just as quickly as heâd come into it.
Victoria merely shook her head, however.
âShe agrees with you, by the way.â
She blinked at him. âMary does? About what?â
âJaredâs innocence.â
That got her attention and John saw with satisfaction a spark of anger igniting in her eyes. He considered that a big improvement over the defeat that had dulled them.
She straightened in her chair. âYou questioned Mary?â
âYes, maâam. And the cook and the two girls who come in once a week to clean, as well. Oh, and the gardener.â He gave her a smile he knew would aggravate the hell out of her. âAnd except for the gardener, whoâs still hacked off at Jared for running over his dahlias with the car, they all agree the kid couldnât have killed your father. Swore that he wouldnât hurt a fly.â
â I told you that!â
âYes, you did. But I take nothing on faith and no oneâs word is good enough for me. Iâm not satisfied Iâm even getting in the vicinity of the truth, in fact, until Iâve doubleâand preferably triple or quadrupleâchecked every statement I take, every assertion I hear. That, darlinâ, is what youâre paying me for.â
âTo be a cynic?â
âDamn straight. You want someone to hold your hand, agreeing with every word you speak and âpoor-babyingâ you about your murdered dad and missing brother, go talk to one of your country-club boys. You want Jared found, you got me. And that means poking my nose in every corner of his life, finding out things the help might know, discovering the stuff heâd never in a million years confide in his sister.â
He waited for her to ask what kind of stuff, but instead she straightened in her seat and eyed him with speculative consideration. âThe police arenât going to look any further than Jared, are they?â
âNot if the conversation I had with Detective Simpson was any indication.â Anger burned in his gut all over again at the thought of the copâs incompetence. It wasnât something he was accustomed to running into with most