she didnât want her daughter going off on some rant about U.S. foreign policy. She got up to fetch a second helping of Jessicaâs minestrone soup, trying to think of a way to switch the subject to something else, when Jessica said, âKay, thereâs something really important I need to talk to you aboutââand Kayâs first thought, because it had been on her mind so much lately, was:
Oh, God, please donât tell me that little son of a bitch knocked you up?
âWhat is it, honey? You know you can tell me anything.â Now nuclear fusion and the possibility that Callahan had lied to her were the last thing on her mind.
Jessica gave her a strange look, like:
Why on
earth
would you say something like that
?
âI had a meeting with Mr. Tanaka yesterday,â Jessica said. âYou know, my guidance counselor at school. You met him.â
Kay remembered Tanaka, a tall, good-looking guy who seemed like he might be fun.
âYeah, I remember him.â
âWell, he said if I wanted to and if you agreed, I could probably skip my senior year and go to college. He graduated from Duke and has some pull with the school. In fact, he comes from a really rich family and they donate a lot to Duke; I donât know why heâs teaching at a high school. Anyway, he said if I spent the rest of this year on a tailored curriculum, heâs about ninety percent sure theyâll admit me next year, and theyâll give me some kind of partial scholarship. He knows I want to be a doctor, and these days it takes about twelve years with pre-med, med school, internship and residency programs, and he says Iâm just wasting my time in high school. He said the sooner I can get through the pre-med stuff and into medical school, the better. And heâs not doing this just for me; heâs working with four other kids who want to go into medicine or medical research. The thing is, Iâd be leaving home, of course, and Dukeâs pretty pricey even with a partial scholarship.â
Kay was so relieved that Jessica wasnât pregnant, she almost blurted out:
Thank God!
âHey, if thatâs what you want,â Kay said, âthen Iâm all for it. And as for the money, donât worry about it. Iâm making a decent salary and we can take out a loan if we need to. Whatever. We can afford it, and you canât pass up Duke. Itâs one of the top schools in the country.â Actually, the only thing Kay knew about Duke was that they produced great basketball teams. âBut do you think itâs the right thing to do from a social standpoint? You know, going to school with kids older than you, not having the whole, uh, high school experience.â
âTheyâd be like
one
year older than me,â Jessica said. âItâs not like Iâd be some ten-year-old savant on campus.â
âYeah, well, thatâs true.â Plus, she was always bragging about how mature Jessica was, and now she was acting like if she skipped the senior prom sheâd turn into an agoraphobic wacko.
Kay couldnât help it, but another thought occurred to her. If her daughter was in North Carolina, living in a dorm, Kay could go back to living by herself and she wouldnât have to worry about explaining things to Jessica when the Callahan Group sent her someplace like Afghanistan. Or when she wanted to invite a man, like Eli Dolan, over to spend the night. God, she was a lousy mother.
In an attempt to do the right thing, as opposed to the selfish thing, she said, âOkay. But I need to talk to Tanaka myself and make sure this really is the best thing for you.â
âSure,â Jessica said. âIâll let him know and weâll set something up. You going to be around next week?â
âYeah. At least I think so.â She was fairly sure sheâd be in town because sheâd be prepping for Ara Khanâs visitâunless they decided to do the
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