just enough behind them to catch a quick glimpse of her hair before they disappeared. But he never got closer. He reached out like he could almost touch her, but she was too far away.
âLuke! Save me!â Trina pounded her tiny fists on Randallâs back, trying to break free of his iron grip as she screamed. âHelp!â
Luke called up every ounce of energy, pumping his arms to catch up, but the hallway got longer, her voice grew fainter, Randallâs footsteps faded to a rhythmic, dull staccato as the sound of his own harsh breathing drowned everything else out. He was sweating, cursing himself, shouting for her, the sound of his own voice bouncing off cement-block walls.
âTrina! Trina! Triiiiina!â
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âLuke. Luke. Wake up.â Piperâs voice startled Luke out of his nightmare the next afternoon, and he blinked rapidly, trying to center himself. Gone was the long hallway with endless corners, gone were the ugly metal lockers, gone were the buzzing lights.
Gone was Katrina.
âYou okay?â Her eyes were troubled as she handed him a water bottle. Luke nodded as he closed his eyes, trying to bring his breathing back to normal. âSame dream?â
âYeah.â He sighed, trying to focus on the chickadees twittering above his head, rather than the screaming from inside it. He was used to the damn dream attacking him in the middle of the night, but Jesus, the middle-of-the-day approach was new. He hadnât slept for shit last night, so heâd decided to grab fifteen minutes in the hammock out in back of the cabin before facing the girls. Apparently thatâs all it had taken for the demons to take hold.
âWhat was it this time?â
âHallways. I couldnât get to her.â Luke scrubbed both hands over his face. âI can never get to her.â
Piper put a tentative hand on his shoulder, like she wasnât quite sure if he was far enough out of the dream to handle being touched.
âIâm worried about you, Luke.â
âDonât be. Iâm fine. Itâs just a dream.â
âItâs a dream that wonât leave you alone. You should see yourself, Luke. When itâs happening, youâre terrified.â
âIâm not ⦠terrified.â
Oh, who was he bullshitting? He woke up in a cold sweat once a week. Sometimes he could remember the dream, and sometimes he could only remember the fear.
âFine. Youâre not terrified, because youâre a big, strong he-man who doesnât do terrified. I get it. But your dreams are telling you something, and Iâm not sure itâs healthy to ignore them like youâre trying to do.â
Luke sighed, pushing himself out of the hammock. âI have way too many meddling therapists for friends. Have I ever mentioned that?â
âAt least twice a week, yes.â Piper smiled, but it didnât reach her eyes. âWe just care about you. And this thing is eating at you, little by little. I just think maybe itâd be good to talk to somebody about it, you know?â
He shook his head and picked up the Red Sox hat that had fallen to the grass. âI donât want to talk to anybody, Piper. These dreams are my penance, okay? I didnât save her. I couldnât. And Iâll live with that guilt for the rest of my life.â
âLukeââ
He put up a hand. âItâs all I have left of her, Piper, okay? Iâll take the damn dreams.â
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The next night, after the girls were asleep, Gabi wandered down to the beach and sat in an Adirondack chair, desperate for some alone time. Sheâd spent two days trying to stay one step ahead of the girls, but it had taken almost inhuman effort to find things for them to do, while preventing them from killing each other. Luke had kept a wide berth, only joining them for quick lunches, and she hated that her eyes had kept