âSo, what do you want to study next year?â I ask quickly, changing the subject.
The charcoal shower pauses. âIâm going to take Science subjects. For Medicine.â
âI thought youâd want to study Art.â I try to keep still.
âMy parents are doctors, and I always thought Iâdbe one too.â He starts drawing again, even more wildly than before. âI wish I could study Animation, though.â
âThen you should,â I say. âItâs your life.â
Greg doesnât reply. Maybe Iâve annoyed him.
âOK.â He steps out from behind his drawing board. âIâm done.â
I jump down and walk around the easel. The pictureâs not like me. This girlâs hair is behind her shoulders. Has he made it look longer? Sheâs staring far into the distance, but she looks like someone youâd want to be friends with. Sheâs . . . pretty. âDoes it look like me?â
âI think so,â Greg says.
I thought his picture of me would make me look somehow suspicious. But it doesnât.
Ms. Cobana walks over and looks at the drawing of Greg over my shoulder. âCome here, everyone!â She holds up my portrait. Thereâs an appreciative little buzz as people stop to look at it. I think of the secret drawings I used to make when I was little, of Grandma finding one and ripping it in two. Ms. Cobana is still talking about my work, as if itâs important. Itâs the first time anyone has ever liked my pictures. For the first time, I feel as if theyâre looking at the real me.
CHAPTER 10
W HEN HE DROPPED me off a week ago, Oskar showed me where to meet him, from the other side of the school grounds. Of course we didnât know about the afternoon indoctrination sessions then, so Iâm going to have to miss todayâs talk.
At lunch, when weâre sitting at the table by thelong glass doors, I turn to Serafina. âIâm not feeling too good,â I say. âIâve got a really bad headache. So after Math Iâm not going to the talk today. Donât bother waiting for me.â
I can see that Greg is listening, because his fork has stopped in midair. Celestina carries on eating, but Iâm sure sheâs paying attention too. Jeremiah is eating at another table with other friends.
âOh, poor you.â Serafina touches my arm. âWhy donât you go and lie down now?â
âNo, itâs OK,â I say quickly. âI canât afford to miss Math.â If anyone finds out and asks me later why I didnât go to the Sistersâ house, Iâll say I went for a walk to clear my head.
Nobody is around as I walk into the woods after the dayâs last lesson. Theyâre all in the auditorium, so maybe itâs good timing after all. The fence runs alongside the Gatesbrooke road and all I have to do is follow it downhill through the woods in the Institute grounds. Oskar said he would wait by the huge oak. After about ten minutes of quick walking, I get there.
Itâs very quiet here. The mist threads silver beads along the fir needles.
âK?â
I jump. Oskar appears behind the wire mesh, in his leather jacket and pointed tan boots. He puts one finger to his lips and gestures with a pair of wire cutters toward a hole in the fence.
My long skirt snags as I crawl through the cut wire, which scratches a line along my thigh as I stand up. Oskar nods toward the woods and I follow him acrossthe road. His motorbike is parked a little way up a forest path. I wonder where weâll go. His spare helmet is strapped to the passenger seat, ready for me.
He waves the wire cutters at me. âResult! This way nobody will know youâve even left the grounds.â He smiles. âSo no need for anyone to follow you.â
Itâs so good to see him. His sandy hair is flattened by the crash helmet. His eyes are grayer than I remember. I feel like I did the first
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